tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-44714107331880739652012-01-24T01:50:51.848+08:00Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.comBlogger681100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-26396797438064031212012-01-24T01:50:00.000+08:002012-01-24T01:50:51.860+08:00好奇怪<br />新年就是有一股无形的念力<br />会让人思考很多<br /><br />今晚我反省了好多<br />多到我现在失眠<br /><br />有句话一直在脑里提醒自己<br />"觉得压力很大? 那就当面解释清楚"<br />解释清楚了<br />别人了解了<br />就不会对自己有所误会<br />就不会在想法上有所差距<br /><br />愿我在新年间没见到面的朋友们:<br />新年快乐<br />万事如意<br />龙年行大运<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-2639679743806403121?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-85420277208322523592011-12-25T02:09:00.001+08:002011-12-25T02:09:38.526+08:00<p>刚过圣诞节的不过一小时多 <br />我勉强自己回忆起前天公司的圣诞晚宴 <br />我觉得一路上感觉好好的 <br />我的头手来载我们四位 <br />一路上他一直抱怨客户如何不可思议的夸张 <br />想剥削他能从整个project所付出的努力的回报 <br />以及他去了新山新开的名牌店的趣事 <br />还有公司某人的坏习惯</p> <p>到了目的地 <br />account部的同事更是丑事百出 <br />大家都说她很单纯</p> <p>在餐桌上也不另外 <br />由于和老板不同桌 <br />大家都有说有笑的 <br />抱怨我吃东西吃到很大声很急促 <br />在一班同桌的女生上厕所时和仅剩的头手和一位同事 <br />偷偷的把刚上桌的水晶虾给吃完了 <br />还有就是吃到一半时看到在外大放的烟火 <br />根本不把老板的存在当作一回事</p> <p>但当晚我急急忙忙地闪人了 <br />我只能说抱歉当晚我没交代清楚 <br />拍照后收了礼物后就跑人了 <br />不仅有可能害到我的头手被别人质疑为带队跑人的凶手 <br />（当晚他赶飞机出国） <br />回想起前几天 <br />才发现自己弄不见了头手两份他借我做参考的图 <br />到现在还是找不到 <br />我都不知道怎样面对他 <br />当晚回家的路 <br />还需他在匆忙中送我到顺我路的mrt站 <br />我真的感到无地自容 <br />除了不好意思 <br />还是不好意思</p> <p>我希望未来我渐老了 <br />回想起年少时期的自己时 <br />会是感到毫无悔意的 <br />但是我现在过的这种生活 <br />大家都阻止我自由的出去游荡交朋友 <br />说真的我觉得压力好大哦 <br />直觉告诉我到了未来我一定会后悔万分 <br />但我不敢做出任何改变 <br />我只想大家不会为了我的事 <br />而对我产生愤怒与不满 <br />我可以牺牲自己的</p> <p>不管怎样 <br />2011年的圣诞节凌晨 <br />想象自己像当年哈利波特遇见哈格前的那个晚上 <br />在黑暗中对自己祝福 <br />祝自己圣诞节快乐</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-8542027720832252359?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-73629461320038568842011-12-23T01:10:00.001+08:002011-12-23T01:10:10.162+08:00<p>最近我都在幻想 <br />想象自己是一位拥有魔法 <br />但却是尚不会掌控魔法的哈利波特</p> <p>想象自己来到了新加坡这间室内装潢公司 <br />犹如进入了霍格沃兹 <br />自己将从此被训练为一位出色的魔法师</p> <p>但是事与愿违 <br />现实中我连说句话都怕 <br />怕自己说错话伤到了别人 <br />怕自己说错话显示出自己的愚蠢 <br />怕说错话让别人对自己留下不好印象 <br />结果出事了 <br />事到如今 <br />我还是一无所获 <br />我还是以前的我 <br />或者说 <br />其实我根本连什么潜能都没有 <br />根本不是拥有魔法但不会控制魔法的哈利波特！</p> <p>我对自己感到失望 <br />我以为我看得开 <br />但其实我很在乎</p> <p>我觉得自己没有药救了 <br />从此只能是一为什么都没有 <br />连头也抬不起做人的男人</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-7362946132003856884?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-85858820481568531332011-10-03T21:37:00.001+08:002011-10-03T21:37:42.743+08:00<p><font size="6"><strong>喂～～～～</strong></font></p> <p>一个男生/男人失恋了 <br />不想让其他人看到他落泪的样子 <br />只想自己最最最好的朋友在身边听他哭诉 <br />可是他最最最好的朋友有一个棘手的状况 <br />不能现时飞奔到他身旁陪他解放心头的痛</p> <p><font size="6"><strong>怎么办啊～～～～～～～？？？</strong></font></p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-8585882048156853133?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-65565601670063380102011-09-11T00:39:00.003+08:002011-09-11T00:48:39.636+08:00<p><img src="http://fc01.deviantart.net/fs4/i/2004/262/0/8/Marionette_by_VonKalkmann.jpg" border="0" alt="" style="float: left; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 200px; " /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p>人偶是个很欢乐的『人偶』</p><p><br /></p> <p>人偶在人前<br />是个『人偶』<br />在没有人的时候<br />就动起来<br />变有生命的『人偶』</p> <p>有一天</p><p><br /></p>一位巫师出现<br />认为人偶很适合作为同伴<br />于是与人偶攀谈<br />并暗地里为人偶牵线<br />过了不久<br />人偶进化为『牵线人偶』了<p></p><p><br /></p> <p>从此<br />虽然牵线人偶始终<br />继承了以前的情感<br />但每每做什么事<br />都被幕后看不见的一只手 </p><p><br /></p>牵着绑在自己身上的牵线<br /><p></p><div>身不由己</div> <p>久了<br />反而好象是<br />患上了『人质综合症』<br />有时愿意被牵着走<br />有时则不愿意<br />但不愿意又可以怎样？</p> <p>结果<br />『人偶』<br />还是个『牵线人偶』</p><p><br /></p><p>《完》</p> <p><br /></p><p><span class="Apple-style-span" >Image source:<a href="http://vonkalkmann.deviantart.com/art/Marionette-10719342?q=boost%3Apopular%20marionette&amp;qo=46">http://vonkalkmann.deviantart.com/art/Marionette-10719342?q=boost%3Apopular%20marionette&amp;qo=46</a></span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-6556560167006338010?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-45300708850791299892011-09-05T00:16:00.001+08:002011-09-05T00:16:26.392+08:00<p>我很想像以前那样 <br />过着无拘无束的生活</p> <p><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-G650g8tcheo/TmOkVOD8XtI/AAAAAAAAIKI/SNP4g_W1Nu0/s1600-h/4117911333_e40b0ac6a0_o_thumb%25255B4%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="4117911333_e40b0ac6a0_o_thumb" border="0" alt="4117911333_e40b0ac6a0_o_thumb" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-NQJE3Np-tOQ/TmOkWEyboDI/AAAAAAAAIKM/s2iBfWkJnU4/4117911333_e40b0ac6a0_o_thumb_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" height="200" /></a></p> <p>Source: <a href="http://weheartit.com/entry/2249358/via/nnnatash">http://weheartit.com/entry/2249358/via/nnnatash</a></p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-4530070885079129989?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-91729495340695846802011-07-04T00:40:00.001+08:002011-07-04T00:40:21.138+08:00<p>可能我有精神分裂症？ <br />还是我只是优柔寡断？ <br />还是我根本就是温室里的小花？</p> <p>说的越多 <br />错的也越多 <br />不是吗？</p> <p>还是安静最好……</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-9172949534069584680?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-55970667187463738612011-06-22T23:19:00.001+08:002011-06-22T23:19:15.277+08:00<p>所以最后错的还是我 <br />所以最后错的还是我 <br />所以最后错的还是我 <br />所以最后错的还是我 <br />所以最后错的还是我 <br />所以最后错的还是我 <br />所以最后错的还是我 <br />所以最后错的还是我 <br />所以最后错的还是我 <br />所以最后错的还是我</p> <p>原来是我的错 <br />我不知道 <br />还是你最精明 <br />还是你的眼光犀利 <br />一眼看出连我都不认识的自己 <br />这下好了 <br />我果然是个没有感情的人 <br />我果然不会把朋友以先后好坏来分明</p> <p>我错 <br />我不会解释 <br />我头脑转不过来 <br />我贱 <br />我木纳 <br />我感情泛滥 <br />我让你误会 <br />我让我误会 <br />你看清了一切 <br />我摸不着头脑来理解这一切</p> <p>所以最后错的还是我 <br />不要原谅我 <br />如果你觉得我不应该被原谅的话 <br />因为你有你的感觉 <br />你有你的世界 <br />我不被原谅也不过是我的事</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-5597066718746373861?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-41253665103137995182011-05-07T01:01:00.001+08:002011-05-07T01:01:59.701+08:00<p>平时都是自己一个人过放工过后的时间 <br />上上网 <br />看看康熙来了 <br />玩玩game <br />最近这几个星期还会时不时 <br />做一个很费的事 <br />就是学狗叫</p> <p>话说我住的26号也住着4只狗 <br />有普通但疯疯癫癫的黄狗Mouse <br />矮小健壮很有战士精神的黑狗Poji <br />很恶心很大只很会流口水的白色大丹狗Snow <br />还有神经质但是超级可爱的杂种小狗Lulu <br />每天进出26号的gate都要胆战心惊 <br />Mouse有时会对我吠有时不会 <br />Snow不管是什么声音都要吠上一段时间 <br />Poji有时因为这两只狗在吵也会生气地吠 <br />Lulu看到我靠近会神经质地跑掉 <br />然后继续引起Snow的不安</p> <p>我所谓的学狗叫 <br />不是学着狗在那边没有意义地吠 <br />是只要Snow（只有Snow) <br />神经病地在对空气吠的时候 <br />我就copy它 <br />它叫几声 <br />我就copy几下 <br />然后尽可能地对上音准 <br />说白一点 <br />就是在撩Snow <br />或者讽刺它</p> <p>原因无他 <br />我只是特别讨厌这只狗 <br />因为他特别Geli~~ <br />而且它的性格很讨人厌 <br />明明不知道发生什么事情 <br />只要有狗吠 <br />for example 我不小心吓到Lulu <br />Lulu神经质地跑掉然后吠一声 <br />令人讨厌的Snow就要鸡婆吠上几声 <br />而且它很JB <br />它听到你靠近的时候 <br />（它视觉有很大的问题） <br />它就一直对你吠 <br />只要你拿一支棍在它面前挥一挥 <br />它就会咻一声跑开 <br />而且还一边跑一边吠！！</p> <p>很讨厌这只狗 <br />应该是很讨厌大丹狗 <br />24号也有一只 <br />也是很敏感很喜欢乱吠 <br />虽然基本上它们傻傻的 <br />可是它们很仗势欺人！ <br />在它们熟悉的地盘就装到很凶 <br />出到那个地盘 <br />你去动它，它还闪掉 <br />很恶心</p> <p>最后送上Snow的一张恶心照 <br />祝福它永远被绑着</p> <p><a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/TcQpXVfr0HI/AAAAAAAAIBU/hjro_mniujw/s1600-h/DSC_0258%5B5%5D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="DSC_0258" border="0" alt="DSC_0258" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/TcQphE-KuxI/AAAAAAAAIBY/zH1v2ieyO6Q/DSC_0258_thumb%5B2%5D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="640" height="428" /></a></p> <p>Geli到～～～～～～～～～～～～ <br />他妈的</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-4125366510313799518?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-62174341892198055162011-03-30T23:49:00.002+08:002011-03-30T23:50:45.346+08:00<p>听一位朋友讲今天的他的故事 <br />我真的很惭愧 <br />人家要辞职 <br />经理因为老板的一句话 <br />说什么也不让我朋友辞职 <br />还说如果是因为有谁谁谁得罪到他 <br />担保明天一早就炒掉他 <br />结果我朋友讲： <br />到时这个人 <br />会很无奈的跟人家说 <br />自己是因为人家要辞职所以才被炒的 <br />本来是别人没有工做 <br />到最后是自己没有工做</p> <p>经理对我朋友说了一句话 <br />我听了好惭愧 <br />他说： <br />我做了十几年的厨房工 <br />是没有白混的！</p> <p>我自己呢？ <br />以后我做了十几年的工 <br />我有没有资格像我朋友的经理酱 <br />将这句话？</p> <p>我也觉得说 <br />一个从小被别人骂到大 <br />批评到大的人 <br />说什么在他稍微有点思想的时候 <br />就会对批评有所免疫 <br />人家怎样骂、怎样讲、怎样批评 <br />他会为自己辩护 <br />知道错了会改 <br />也会接受那些冷言冷语</p> <p>我听了他的情况 <br />我冒冷汗、我惭愧 <br />因为我从小娇生惯养 <br />总是会很在意别人的一句批评 <br />然后一直耿耿于怀 <br />挥之不去</p> <p>他说给人家骂多了 <br />就会怕、就会记得、就不会再错</p> <p>我呢？ <br />我要怎样不会再为一句冷言冷语 <br />而没有信心去完成我曾经犯过错的事？</p> <p>我惭愧的是 <br />我做了八个月的工 <br />我却是在我老板这里白混的</p> <p>我怎么对得起这么好的老板？</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-6217434189219805516?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-50331661255480639442011-03-27T20:24:00.001+08:002011-03-27T20:24:18.789+08:00<p><strong><font size="6">我很想结束这种工作～～～</font></strong></p> <p>可是它工作环境好 <br />可是他给我免费住 <br />可是他给我免费水电internet</p> <p>我有什么好抱怨？</p> <p>抱怨我不会和contractor engage？ <br />engage多几次就会了嘛</p> <p>抱怨我不太会coordinate &amp; engage with <br />按摩师和客人的时间？ <br />打多几次电话就会了嘛</p> <p>抱怨我不太会搭话？ <br />讲多几次就会了嘛</p> <p>抱怨我没有东西做会很焦虑？ <br />得空就吃下蛇酱咯</p> <p>抱怨老板不太爱直接解释全部事情真相？ <br />做久了就会有默契了咯</p> <p>抱怨每天没时间 <br />敢敢做自己想做的东西？ <br />有心就一定会做咯</p> <p>太多事情我记不起来了 <br />我只记得那些 <br />很悲怆的感受</p> <p>没把事情来龙去脉交代清楚 <br />不知道的人会说我很喜欢乱发脾气吗？</p> <p>我很想辞职 <br />可是我竟然会放不下</p> <p>放不下老板一个人的时候 <br />忙得死去活来</p> <p>放不下女佣们没人可以借钱 <br />去买reload卡</p> <p>放不下Auntie的iPod Touch <br />没有人帮她进歌</p> <p>放不下木匠们没得方便地 <br />有一个dispatch guy帮忙买螺丝砂纸</p> <p>放不下这些佣人们和木匠们 <br />没有一个同等级的 <br />但对马来西亚 <br />有点熟悉的人给予帮忙</p> <p>也放不下我现在 <br />在等客人出来的按摩店 <br />在老板出国玩 <br />老板“前女友”也出过玩的时候 <br />没有人去载这些盲了的按摩师 <br />过来这边</p> <p>我需要一个可以说服我自己的理由 <br />好让我坚决无悔地离开这里！</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-5033166125548063944?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-32376844478149228972011-03-22T20:07:00.001+08:002011-03-22T20:07:12.402+08:00<p>好几次了 <br />都在觉得自己没有用</p> <p>我不会讲话 <br />我不会negotiate <br />我不会coordinate <br />我不敢做决定 <br />我不敢为自己反抗奋斗 <br />我记忆力越来越够力记不住东西了 <br />我的数学完全一塌糊涂到加减乘除都不会了 <br />我没有赚钱的头脑 <br />我没有转得快的脑经 <br />我没有敏锐的视觉 <br />我没有脾气 <br />我不敢问 <br />我不敢答</p> <p>还真的好像我什么都不会、不敢、没有</p> <p>我想我以后会是个 <br />怕老板怕老婆怕顾客怕家人的男人 <br />我完全没有自尊心</p> <p>我真的不适合做Architect? <br />还是这个阶段 <br />只是在挫我锐气的成长期？ <br />可是我明明什么都不会 <br />哪来的什么锐气给你挫？ <br />还是我在我根本什么都没学会前 <br />就太早出来工作？</p> <p>今天 <br />又是沮丧的一天 <br />我的人生 <br />还有最低点吗？</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-3237684447814922897?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-37917915295417914292011-03-19T23:07:00.001+08:002011-03-19T23:07:08.959+08:00<p>很多事情在我身边发生 <br />可是我没有察觉到 <br />就算听说了 <br />过一下子又不记得了</p> <p>今天听了一个人的故事 <br />我才知道一个人 <br />外表上虽然没有在care <br />可是心里却很澎湃 <br />有很多场的tsunami <br />一直打来打去</p> <p>对比之下 <br />我还真的很没人性</p> <p>我还是不明白 <br />一个人怎样知道 <br />你对她 <br />或她对你有感觉、 <br />是可以在一起？ <br />用<strong>你自己</strong>的“第六感”？ <br />用<strong>你自己</strong>的“分析”？ <br />用<strong>你自己</strong>的“统计”？ <br />用朋友对你的“<strong>乱哈拉版</strong>”分析/统计？</p> <p>不觉得很多事情 <br />很没有一个定律？</p> <p><u>CONTOH</u> <br />我跟你讲： <br />“我的LJ一直硬起来 <br />很让我困扰” <br />是我在暗示要跟你做？ <br />还是我纯粹发牢骚？ <br />还是我在show off <br />自己有多年轻？ <br />还是我在杞人忧天 <br />以为这是什么病？</p> <p>或者单纯一点</p> <p>我跟你讲： <br />“我肚子很饿” <br />是我真的单纯只是肚子饿？ <br />还是我在暗示你帮我打包？ <br />还是我在明示要你请吃？ <br />还是我在减肥不吃东西 <br />结果肚子很饿想要有人同情我？</p> <p>有时候头脑里 <br />有一个念头 <br />要做一件事 <br />因为有一个 <br />非常强大的理由A <br />在背后support它 <br />可是一瞬间 <br />又有一个counter这个理由的 <br />理由X出现 <br />这时那个念头还在 <br />还有动力去做 <br />因为是一比一</p> <p>过后又想到 <br />另外一个counter attack的借口Y <br />这时二比一 <br />念头还在 <br />只是有点动摇</p> <p>如果又来一个反念头的理由Z <br />可能就开始觉得 <br />其实那个support我去实行那个念头的 <br />非常强大的理由A <br />是个非常强大错误 <br />然后到最后其实什么也没有做 <br />因为其实是没那么一回事</p> <p>可能我critical thinking很强？ <br />可是我老板的存在 <br />总让我觉得我一无是处 <br />根本不是他的万万亿分之一</p> <p>万万亿是多少？ <br />我不懂…… <br />但是别人的故事 <br />尤其身边认识的人 <br />给我的启发还是比较强大</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-3791791529541791429?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-64642213961652089482011-03-18T06:13:00.001+08:002011-03-18T06:13:56.814+08:00<p>当你在大声地说着 <br />你所相信的大道理时 <br />其实在别人眼中 <br />它是个大错误的话 <br />你会怎么想？</p> <p>你认为你的穿着 <br />很酷很玄很华丽 <br />但在别人眼中 <br />你只不过 <br />是个剌剌仔 <br />你的感觉会是如何？</p> <p>你不知道的话还好 <br />你还可以继续 <br />你的穿着品味 <br />但那只是一种 <br />像是在单恋的行为 <br />或者诚实一点 <br />叫作“在自慰”</p> <p>如果这时 <br />有人无心地批评了你 <br />打击你从以前到现在 <br />这根深蒂固 <br />毫无缺陷的信仰时 <br />乐观一点叫好事 <br />现实一点叫难堪</p> <p>你会接受这打击吗？ <br />可能需要很多时间 <br />但如果你不能接受 <br />虔诚的信仰遭受挑战？ <br />所谓的“圣战”就开始了～</p> <p>大家还是要坦诚面对 <br />但也要尽量敞开心扉 <br />慢慢地接受 <br />这狠狠地打击</p> <p>只是我 <br />从此不再有 <br />也不敢再有 <br />什么自己的想法了</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-6464221396165208948?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-1222348420470185142011-03-17T22:37:00.001+08:002011-03-17T22:37:04.475+08:00<p>对大多数人来讲 <br />会讲粗话的人 <br />都不是好人 <br />即使是那些常用的人 <br />也觉得自己不是好人</p> <p>我的看法倒是很倒反 <br />我觉得会用粗话的人 <br />都是很有人性的人 <br />因为他们懂得发脾气 <br />懂得发泄情绪 <br />反观不会应用粗话的人 <br />很死板很机械 <br /><font size="4"><strong>很无聊～～～</strong></font></p> <p>Ah Bear 加油咯～</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-122234842047018514?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-28573765380833066292011-03-15T21:33:00.001+08:002011-03-15T21:33:21.266+08:00<p>今天Auntie两点多出去了 <br />应该是有表演还什么 <br />可是匆匆忙忙地出去 <br />电话忘记拿了 <br />女佣Sara过后拿着电话进Office <br />跟我讲Auntie忘记带电话了 <br />要我跟Auntie讲 <br />可是Auntie出去了 <br />我想：Auntie有两架电话？ <br />我摸棱两可地问 <br />她的电话号码是什么？ <br />Sara就急着拿出自己的电话 <br />开始要找Auntie的电话号码</p> <p>可是我越想越不对 <br />明明Auntie根本是 <br />对电子用品不敏感 <br />生意也没有做很大 <br />根本不会有第二架电话 <br />我乘Sara找号码的时候 <br />问了一句： <br />Auntie有几架电话？ <br />Sara大大地拍了一下手 <br />大大力地笑了起来 <br />囧…… <br />就知道大家慌起来的时候 <br />会很茫</p> <p>可是笑话还没有结束</p> <p>放工回的时候 <br />去厨房装水 <br />两个女佣在吃晚餐 <br />女佣Elis跟我讲 <br />刚才Sara把我刚买给她的Reload Card <br />弄到水里面去了 <br />结果拿起来了没有弄干 <br />她们两个就急着去刮它 <br />不出所料 <br />原本还有形状的黄色小卡 <br />直接粉碎</p> <p>过后也叙述了 <br />Sara跟她讲了电话的事 <br />Elis当时笑完了过后 <br />就讲Sara今天癫了 <br />电话明明在这边 <br />Auntie要怎样接我打去的电话？ <br />用车接我电话是不是？ <br />因为Auntie开车？ <br />”Macam mana Mem dengar telepon <br />sejak Mem tak bawak telepon? <br />Mem dengar guna kereta dengar lah kan <br />sebab Mem bawak kereta”</p> <p>现在看起来 <br />是没有什么好笑啦 <br />可是这是我今天 <br />笑到很够力一件事</p> <p>Sara Sara <br />昨天只睡两个小时 <br />怪不得今天你癫了</p> <p>不够睡果然很危险</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-2857376538083306629?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-21406298273697001122011-03-14T22:27:00.001+08:002011-03-14T22:27:11.896+08:00<p>一直想要写的一篇 <br />结果囤到现在才甘愿写 <br />这值得自己回忆的一天</p> <p>生日那天早上 <br />老板穿得很正式 <br />就有领橙红色T恤加牛仔裤 <br />我想应该是要出去吧？ <br />结果不是 <br />当天早上老板 <br />一直接到师公的电话 <br />到最后老板不耐烦了</p> <p>“所以我要放下手边的事 <br />去帮你做每件事，是不是？”</p> <p>我以为什么事 <br />结果…… <br />是几十位从乌干达来的学生 <br />到马来见识师公的作品 <br />当天之前还到槟城去见师公 <br />当天pulak是来看吉隆坡的那些作品 <br />其中一个是老板的这间家 <br />当天原本明亮的很的办公室 <br />顿时黯淡了不少</p> <p>我很佩服老板可以忍受一切 <br />去问最无聊的问题 <br />和听最无聊的答复</p> <p>“Why do you choose architecture?”</p> <p>没有其它问题可以问了咩？？？</p> <p>参观完老板的家 <br />就带一团人去附近的杂饭店吃 <br />带团的有师公的下属 <br />Sophine和Helen <br />所以总共三辆车出动 <br />我带着哥哥的DSLR <br />坐Helen的Mercedes</p> <p>吃了午餐就去一位Dato的家参观 <br />当时Dato在睡午觉 <br />Datin来带我们参观 <br />然后我老板讲解 <br />过了不久还是见到Dato了 <br />不过Dato要去开会 <br />讲不了几久就告辞了</p> <p>参观完Dato的家 <br />下一站是老板姐姐 <br />在Brickfield的Art Gallery <br />由于等下约了Sek去site <br />也由于我看过了这个地方 <br />老板就要我跟他的车回去</p> <p>在site的时候都在谈一些minor的东西 <br />当天在讨论楼上的木条屋顶 <br />谈完了就陪Sek吃他5点多的午餐 <br />我们去吃牛腩面 <br />刚开始我以为牛腩面是些牛杂的东西 <br />原来并不是 <br />而且汤很好喝～！！ <br />当时Sek把车停在一个 <br />1小时RM25的酒店前 <br />老板跟Sek就不懂用英文哈拉些什么 <br />想必是关于叫鸡的事 <br />然后Sek问我几岁了？ <br />我心里想： <br />你以前不是有问过咩？ <br />可是我还是回说22岁了 <br />然后得到的回应是： <br />“Still very young…” <br />囧……</p> <p>过后是傍晚 <br />收到阿妹和阿ko的电话 <br />问我几点回 <br />因为阿爸讲要带我去吃去庆祝 <br />好surprise！ <br />可是到最后是 <br />我饿着肚子回家 <br />没有东西吃 <br />因为回到去已经10点了 <br />好彩阿ko和阿妹去马六甲 <br />买他们的iDevice <br />然后顺便打包米粉 <br />和两片secret recipe <br />随便帮我唱歌庆祝一番 <br />然后和我的弟弟一起吹蜡烛 <br />愿望许都没许 <br />但觉得天伦之乐 <br />最好了</p> <p>我还记得 <br />当天回家路上的晚霞 <br />还有阿咪第一次 <br />把我介绍给晚霞的小时候</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-2140629827369700112?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-34149254575542198532011-03-01T23:40:00.002+08:002011-03-01T23:43:22.249+08:00<p>最近没什么爱写 <br />生活周遭的事物 <br />只是今天老板和女友 <br />讯息上的吵架 <br />好像还蛮严重 <br />差点闹分手 <br />但老板很镇定 <br />跟大姐谈了一段 <br />大姐问会不会太快了？ <br />老板回问 <br />那我是不是 <br />应该回房间大哭？</p> <p>话说今天很匆忙 <br />因为大姐的art show <br />会在四月开始 <br />在TheGardens里 <br />的某个lot里 <br />今天都在赶着定下design <br />应该是拜六开始动工 <br />好期待有我参与的设计过程 <br />结果会是如何</p> <p>放工后 <br />当了女佣的摄影师 <br />这大女佣还真是 <br />准备得很严重 <br />衣服首饰鞋子样样有 <br />为的是让在印尼的孩子 <br />有张妈妈的照片 <br />还有和妈妈朝夕相处的 <br />一堆狗狗的照片 <br />明天还有另外一位lagi <br />希望她可以淳朴一些</p> <p>刚刚和朋友通了电话 <br />这朋友虽然说是同年生 <br />小我几个月 <br />但是想法远大又务实 <br />“到时候不是驾摩托 <br />买车都可以了” <br />这位在新加坡 <br />做了一年多的朋友 <br />觉得新加坡 <br />根本不是人住的地方 <br />他很讨厌新加坡的人 <br />所幸他在新加坡学的不少 <br />有打算回马做自己的生意 <br />从此摆脱打工仔的命</p> <p>突然觉得压力很大 <br />我现在还觉得 <br />打工没什么不好 <br />有什么错最多被骂 <br />第二天忘了 <br />就又再继续做人 <br />但人家却已看透一切 <br />不要再做下属 <br />要过老板的生活了</p> <p>我说 <br />如果我非常勤劳的话 <br />我肯定可以神化自己 <br />只是我现在 <br />又输了人家一大截</p> <p>我想我还是睡觉吧</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-3414925457554219853?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-8390032046246650422011-02-27T02:23:00.001+08:002011-02-27T02:23:21.639+08:00<p>有些人 <br />小时顽皮捣蛋又坏蛋 <br />慢慢地越长越大 <br />开始成熟 <br />开始懂事 <br />顺利地融入社会 <br />好像一瓶酒 <br />刚开始没人要 <br />久了 <br />变淳了 <br />就值钱了</p> <p>相反有些人 <br />小时乖巧听话又懂事 <br />慢慢地越长越大 <br />开始厌倦了平平无奇的生活 <br />开始对社会容许的事造反 <br />结果与“正常人”疏远 <br />好像一颗苹果 <br />刚买回来时红彤彤 <br />惹人爱 <br />久了 <br />腐烂了 <br />就被人丢弃</p> <p>有人做自己 <br />做得理直气壮 <br />虽会被人讨厌 <br />但最终还是 <br />博得大家的爱戴</p> <p>有人安分守己 <br />为的是得到 <br />别人的承认 <br />但最终不知道为什么 <br />反而落得孤零零地生活</p> <p>我说我 <br />像颗红彤彤的苹果 <br />刚被买回来的时候 <br />我总是很乖巧地 <br />定位在桌上的一角 <br />不敢随便乱动 <br />生怕会从桌上跌下去 <br />从此变成 <br />没人要的烂苹果 <br />但我忘了 <br />过了许久 <br />我可能被遗忘 <br />从此腐烂了 <br />但却以慢速来进行 <br />腐烂了的苹果 <br />主人会拿它来酿成酒吗？ <br />或者苹果醋？ <br />还是会直接丢进垃圾桶？</p> <p>如果有一天 <br />我不小心跌进了 <br />深藏在魔法部最底楼层 <br />某间密室里的帷幔后面 <br />我只会怪我自己 <br />为何当初会让自己 <br />顺着一切惯性 <br />一点都不勇敢挣扎地 <br />不坚强一点地 <br />以我那强而有力的右腿 <br />去反抗着这会跌下去的重力 <br />而让自己轻轻松松地 <br />让身子穿过帷幔里</p> <p>但是没关系 <br />我只是又不够睡了……</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-839003204624665042?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-19433123019848660272011-02-23T21:34:00.001+08:002011-02-23T21:35:01.921+08:00<p>话说老板发现 <br />自己房间有两只老鼠 <br />吩咐我买了老鼠gum <br />然后吩咐女佣弄好 <br />放去房间</p> <p>一个小时后 <br />老鼠粘到了 <br />老板知道后很～兴奋 <br />我刚从厨房量完地 <br />一进office <br />就兴高采烈跟我讲 <br />然后叫我去拍照</p> <p>这唯一让人觉得有趣的是 <br />老板问我要怎样处理 <br />我说丢掉啊 <br />我家里人就酱 <br />他就做了一个很怪的表情 <br />女朋友回来了 <br />老板急着跟女友分享 <br />拿了我拍的 <br />在手机的照片 <br />给她看 <br />说着说着 <br />突然老板惊呼 <br />“咿～～～～！”</p> <p>囧 <br />原来你在怕老鼠…… </p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-1943312301984866027?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-30760560837900225382011-02-23T16:08:00.001+08:002011-02-23T16:08:37.701+08:00<p>我觉得 <br />我开始厌倦这种生活 <br />其实这工作没什么不好 <br />可是 <br />应该是我总是在气的时候 <br />没有好好打理自己的情绪 <br />for example <br />没有好好发泄情绪？ <br />囤集越多越久 <br />现在老板像以前酱 <br />随便大声一点 <br />我就想回他几句 <br />可是我就是很绵 <br />不懂要回骂他什么 <br />所以到现在我还是在囤</p> <p>我开始觉得 <br />自己帮不到我老板什么 <br />因为我就是酱绵～～ <br />学什么都狠狠很慢！！ <br />我不喜欢～～～ <br />&gt;.&lt; <br />我的私人大师阿鸿老大 <br />因为我在每做一个决定前 <br />都在问他意见 <br />就跟我说 <br />“我最看得起做自己的人！” <br />老大啊～～ <br />我继续做回我自己 <br />不是很没有未来？ <br />可是要做到很好 <br />又很难喔…… <br />这位很精的大师 <br />认真跟你讲不是在讲你LJ话啦 <br />对你来讲做自己最好了 <br />因为你最厉害 <br />你怎样做都对的 <br />当然没必要做别人啦…… <br />我很差～～～～～～～ <br />我不喜欢～～～～～～～～～ <br />【欲哭无泪中】</p> <p>可是我为了以后 <br />不会被某某面试中的公司问 <br />“zomok会突然间不做的？” <br />我……我继续忍咯</p> <p>今天真是个 <br />让人想辞职的一天 <br />他的！（不可以骂Auntie，Auntie人很好） <br />我哪里知道什么要算一半 <br />什么不用算？ <br />那个图也有很多 <br />没有放进去的东西 <br />到了这种田地 <br />随便咯 <br />你关心的只是 <br />你在那边完成的任务 <br />到底有多少 <br />最多这project不是被reject回来 <br />然后我再接再厉 <br />给你骂多几下 <br />反正我都没有用的 <br />最后一分钟发现的东西 <br />没有胆去跟你讲 <br />就为了平复你那 <br />跟你讲第二次“我不明白” <br />就开始大声的情商 <br />我做你的出气筒咯 <br />你继续做我coca-cola的碳酸气咯 <br />公平没有？</p> <p>我不想做下去了 <br />可是没有做满一年 <br />我不要有污点 <br />因为我不会打理污点～～ <br />多希望我的大师 <br />能时时在我身边 <br />继续给我意见啦 <br />继续教我怎样好好做人 <br />如果我也像你酱精灵 <br />生活有多轻松写意？</p> <p>总之今天心情没有好到哪里去</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-3076056083790022538?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-77750084216053468762011-02-18T22:51:00.001+08:002011-02-18T22:51:11.829+08:00<p>开始觉得 <br />做人 <br />很空虚……</p> <p>我有很多东西做 <br />可是 <br />不踏实 <br />怎样都填不满 <br />那个空洞</p> <p>有没有一个 <br />更好的解决方案？</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-7775008421605346876?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-41432977136413842912011-02-16T22:33:00.001+08:002011-02-16T22:33:59.359+08:00<p>《这些年/二哥哥很想你》 <br />有几次作者看到流浪狗 <br />在街头流浪寻觅食物 <br />而想起自家体型娇小的博美 <br />如果有一天走失了 <br />会不会有好心人像他自己一样 <br />会给流浪狗食物时 <br />就都会一边喂流浪狗热狗 <br />然后一边哭得很惨酱……</p> <p>我以前小时候常常睡不下 <br />还记得有一次 <br />在房间坐到天亮没有睡觉 <br />但是不太记得第二天是怎样过 <br />我以前也很喜欢哭 <br />到最后发现 <br />哭过后很好睡！ <br />我就研究怎样让自己哭 <br />结论是 <br />如果我都假设 <br />自家父母不幸离去 <br />我就会想哭 <br />眼泪就会不禁流下 <br />然后我就可以安然睡去 <br />就是那种第二天 <br />也会醒来的安然睡去法</p> <p>这种自己吓自己的事 <br />直到现在我天天都在做 <br />当然不是为了让自己睡得下 <br />而骗自己让自己哭 <br />这种事现在做起来很费时 <br />而且没有结果 <br />很不effective and efficient <br />我说的是 <br />总是往最坏的事去想 <br />让自己有最坏的打算 <br />做好一切planning <br />然后才有心理准备 <br />去面对无知的未来！ <br />囧……</p> <p>可是总觉得用头脑 <br />很费力 <br />我不太喜欢 <br />所以我准备了 <br />另外一个方法 <br />让自己可以 <br />无时无刻保持冷静 <br />那就是什么都不想 <br />最坏的事情发生了 <br />也别去想办法解决它 <br />因为方法们总是会 <br />不自觉的亲自来找你 <br />我称它为“灵感”们！ <br />但是整个人会从此 <br />变得顿顿呆呆的 <br />这…… <br />应该是不用头脑 <br />的副作用吧？</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-4143297713641384291?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-38906830977494153782011-02-14T23:54:00.001+08:002011-02-14T23:54:20.904+08:00<p>Should be 老实&amp;精吧～ <br />精的人 <br />就是我所谓数学很好的人 <br />就加减乘除而已 <br />很会算 <br />而且算得很准！ <br />我身边多得是这样的朋友 <br />我喜欢他们 <br />对我来说 <br />这是好事 <br />大家都很精 <br />耳濡目染之下 <br />我也可以变得很精！</p> <p>刚刚跟朋友在聊以后的生意 <br />原来有人在把我当知己看待！ <br />可是当时在跟别个朋友讲电话 <br />他在fb跟我chat <br />然后我没有在fb及时回些很感性的词 <br />随便带过了 <br />&gt;.&lt; <br />话说这位朋友会把我当知己来看 <br />是因为我够老实 <br />这是他说的 <br />囧……</p> <p>精的人 <br />可以和老实的人互补 <br />精的人会计划 <br />老实的人会执行 <br />我是老实 <br />可是我分分钟懒惰起来 <br />什么计划都是假的 <br />老实的人也对精的人有好处 <br />他们会不加修饰地 <br />给你一个很直接的答案 <br />不会表面上称赞到最后 <br />搞到大家没有进步的空间 <br />我自认说话很直白 <br />批评我最厉害～ <br />但是没有多少人喜欢批评吧？ <br />只有精的人看到批评的另一面 <br />转当面镜子来思过 <br />进而准确找到缺点 <br />然后准准对症下药 <br />然后level up变成精精人 <br />囧……</p> <p>有人要我批评自己的外貌吗？ <br />XD</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-3890683097749415378?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-72708581663596770852011-02-10T00:53:00.001+08:002011-02-10T00:53:36.467+08:00<p>新年我做了一个 <br />很错误的决定 <br />就是继续制造rojak团……</p> <p>这是初三的晚上 <br />我不知道有谁会出现 <br />我计划过了 <br />最坏的打算是 <br />如果在那边 <br />坐了45分钟没有人来 <br />我就走人 <br />还好PangPang很给面子 <br />二话不说就答应会来 <br />殊不知我到处约人 <br />而且是大家完全不认识的 <br />难为这位朋友了 <br />当然还有菜饼和阿soon <br />当时看着这三位朋友 <br />冷冷的被冷藏在一旁 <br />然后时不时听到伟豪的笑话 <br />就拼命的帮忙制造笑声 <br />我就有说不出的后悔 <br />还好有伟豪仁艺虾米美玲前来加持 <br />啊不然以后我 <br />都不要再有任何的聚会了 <br />这情况太恐怖了 <br />以后都不乱来了……</p> <p>说说我去教练家拜年的事 <br />要不是教练有了那两位可爱的小孩 <br />当时也是很尴尬 <br />看得出来教练已经讲到没有话题了 <br />大家也在矜持着 <br />我就拼命的和小孩玩 <br />帮忙制造话题 <br />给人家亏一下讲一下 <br />再不然我借用小孩亏下人家 <br />要是一大群人安静下来 <br />是有多么的恐怖</p> <p>我是习惯了安静不说话啦 <br />可是我不喜欢人家看到我安静 <br />然后也自以为是的安静下来 <br />就好像平时去唱k <br />我自知自己 <br />只有DoubleBass上半段的音阶 <br />比大提琴还要低咧 <br />更不用讲中提琴和小提琴 <br />高高音其实就只能拼命地压声带来唱 <br />所以每次为了让朋友high <br />自己就假high飙高音 <br />等到真的声带压到很痛的时候 <br />就会转用我中间的key来休息一下</p> <p>我中间的key很低音一下 <br />朋友听到我一开始用低音 <br />就吓到咯 <br />然后就自觉不应该太突出 <br />然后就拼命的学我唱低音 <br />然后我看了 <br />又觉得很不好意思 <br />不想朋友以为我出来了 <br />又玩不得 <br />所以唱了几句超低音后 <br />又拼命逼出海豚音</p> <p>到最后我都开始觉得 <br />唱k其实很累人 <br />因为要social <br />social又要顾及人家 <br />不可以自顾自的 <br />做自己喜欢做的东西 <br />不要酱～～ <br />自然就好嘛 <br />还给我见一步走一步 <br />又不是boxing <br />也不是去打仗 <br />跟朋友出来玩罢了 <br />讲话也是酱 <br />要酱精打细算 <br />人家怎样自己也要怎样meh?? <br />如果是我没有遇过的情况 <br />我会不知所措的咯……</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-7270858166359677085?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-10762156107033847542011-02-09T09:55:00.001+08:002011-02-09T09:55:03.537+08:00<p>其实应该有很多东西可以写的 <br />还可以分很多part <br />可是过年过了酱多天 <br />有东西写的时候又懒惰写 <br />所以我也忘记到七七八八了 <br />不过还是要分成两part <br />以免混淆 <br />XD</p> <p>话说今年是我第一次 <br />年初一的时候是跟朋友出去 <br />其实也有亲戚啦 <br />就表弟和表堂弟咯～ <br />多亏我这个表弟 <br />每次来我家的时候 <br />知道是很闲没有东西做 <br />然后我都在面壁laptop不理人 <br />为了让自己来外婆家开心些 <br />也为了让我远离电脑、做宅男 <br />几十年前就book了我大年初一的下午 <br />约我去马六甲看戏</p> <p>这次的阵容是我第一次做的rojak团 <br />有四位 <br />大家其实都知道对方的名字 <br />或者只是个外号 <br />只是不熟 <br />像我表弟和我朋友 <br />就是刚认识的生意伙伴 <br />我都在做中间人在谈判做介绍 <br />而我表堂弟和我朋友 <br />就两年前在马六甲住的时候是邻居 <br />以前有时会一起出去吃饭 <br />也见证过 <br />在马六甲当邻居时 <br />的一些趣事 <br />只是最近都没在联络 <br />疏远不熟了 <br />我表弟和表堂弟？ <br />有时什么节庆的时候都会见到 <br />虽然是远亲 <br />但还是认识 <br />只是不熟 <br />我和这三位男生？ <br />大家都认识我 <br />其实也没有什么东西可以讲 <br />XD</p> <p>我要讲的 <br />不是我们做了什么 <br />或者去了哪里 <br />而是我发现到 <br />离我通向成为Architect <br />这充满光的未来的路程 <br />佈满了很多 <br />我没在多想的崎岖 <br />果然跟一班纯男生团出门 <br />就是不一样 <br />多了很多 <br />平时都听不到的词语和topic <br />也让我意识到 <br />现实的存在</p> <p>For example <br />我对sex的看法是 <br />它可有可无 <br />但其实对正常的男生来讲 <br />它是永远存在的 <br />而且性别对大家来讲 <br />太重要了 <br />它不只让人对不同的人 <br />有不同的沟通方式 <br />也改变了人对自己 <br />闷惨了的生活 <br />有个令人吭奋的 <br />或小或大的期待 <br />大家当然没有在大年初一聊这些 <br />但是就是那些词语 <br />那些句子 <br />那些调调 <br />组合起来 <br />就是会引人深思 <br />尤其是我这种 <br />平时不是一大群男女参半的出游 <br />就是孤男孤女 <br />或者双男出游 <br />最容易在这种氛围中 <br />陷入半思考半梦游的情景</p> <p>男女参半没什么不好 <br />只是要顾及女生的立场 <br />有些话就不能说的太多 <br />我觉得啦～ <br />而孤男孤女其实没什么好讲 <br />都会假假很pro的聊指甲潮流跟食物 <br />双男其实更没有什么话题敢讲 <br />尤其像我这么腼腆～ <br />（好害羞的说～ 囧……） <br />就是要一班 <br />不多不少的男生在一起 <br />才会聊得很开</p> <p>虽然我都只是在听罢了 <br />但时不时在对的顿点 <br />给一些小小的回应 <br />除了给讲的人 <br />一点点自信心 <br />和一点点被尊重的感觉 <br />大家也都会越讲越起劲 <br />就算要我讲 <br />大家也要等很久 <br />我才可以很系统的 <br />把我的经验 <br />变成很有连贯性的句子 <br />把它说出来 <br />所以我都很少发表意见 <br />为了不耽误大家聊天的流程</p> <p>可是sex和我当Architect <br />有什么关系？ <br />其实在我写之前 <br />我是觉得有啦 <br />可是写到这里 <br />其实都没什么关系 <br />又不是说有人为了让自己 <br />可以像Rapunzel酱 <br />住在高塔上 <br />而rasuah我她的身体 <br />so我会这里curi一点 <br />那边curi一点 <br />到最后政府允许有人的家是座塔 <br />圆了这位顾客的梦</p> <p>就算有人酱做 <br />酱诱惑 <br />我也不敢接受 <br />为了我的逻辑思想 <br />sorry <br />没有人的家是座塔 <br />太不舒适了～ <br />而且很浪费 <br />虽然有很好的view <br />但是为了view <br />把材料资金 <br />花费在地下的支柱 <br />而且底下的支柱只是为了支撑 <br />没有可用的空间 <br />并没有很值得咯 <br />除非是瞭望台 <br />或者灯塔 <br />或者电讯塔 <br />这些只有高度是必备的情况下 <br />才逼不得已把钱花费在 <br />制造高度的支柱上</p> <p>人家的钱要花的值得啊～</p> <p>很迟了…… <br />明天upload <br />今天这间家有大师在 <br />不敢轻举妄动 <br />^^</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-1076215610703384754?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-49374010820295291552011-01-31T12:13:00.001+08:002011-01-31T12:13:02.641+08:00<p>话说星期一 <br />对我来讲有时是MCD夜 <br />通常都是去Bangsar那边买 <br />因为如果是去MidValley买 <br />要走一段路才到 <br />有点懒惰 <br />去Bangsar的话 <br />可以在附近Parking <br />一下车就到 <br />方便蛮多一下</p> <p>这个星期一 <br />有点不一样……</p> <p>到了那边 <br />Parking一样爆满 <br />侥幸的是 <br />有一个不会被saman的位子 <br />刚刚好在我面前出现～ <br />而且一下车 <br />就到一间蛮Class的衣店前 <br />新年还想买衣的我 <br />就很方便地进去看看</p> <p>衣服价值不菲嗫 <br />有一件看上的要价140 <br />癫的 <br />不过还有一件 <br />又觉得很便宜 <br />30左右 <br />话说店员瞄我一眼 <br />就不理我了 <br />够串</p> <p>想想钱包的钱也所剩无几 <br />就打算顺便去按钱 <br />去买衣 <br />再买MCD <br />可是下雨 <br />而且 <br />有越下越大的趋势 <br />我就想过几天 <br />再来买衣会比较顺 <br />虽然其实并没有…… <br />我就按了钱 <br />买了MCD <br />就上车回家</p> <p>可是！ <br />上车前我找不到车锁匙！！ <br />我想 <br />该不会我留在车上了吧？ <br />我明明记得有锁车了的咧…… <br />没办法 <br />硬着头皮 <br />在那间很Class的衣店前 <br />去看看有没有漏在车里面 <br />结果真的有…… <br />车都没有锁 <br />而且Radio还开着 <br />车在死火的状态…… <br />=~=</p> <p>我快快假装在插锁匙 <br />很像我其实刚才 <br />就在pocket找到锁匙 <br />然后自己一个人在车里面 <br />大笑地回26号去</p> <p>之前就时常没有锁车 <br />要开车门的时候才发现 <br />再来还试过 <br />车锁匙留在车上一个晚上了 <br />第二天接近傍晚的时候 <br />才惊觉锁匙不见 <br />找了大半天 <br />才在车前副座找到 <br />这次更上一层楼 <br />不止没有锁门 <br />锁匙没有拿 <br />而且锁匙还插在锁匙洞 <br />Radio还开着 <br />并让988的声音 <br />贯穿整辆车……</p> <p>我是够心不在焉的说……</p> <p>×××-×××</p> <p>星期二的今天 <br />老板家的AccessPoint又出问题 <br />害我晚上没得Online <br />不过无所谓 <br />Zelda: Twilight Princess <br />差不多要打Lakebed Temple的大王了 <br />这篇blog迟点upload也无所谓</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-4937401082029529155?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-9607142805066571532011-01-24T22:24:00.001+08:002011-01-24T22:24:20.077+08:00<p>我超想念 <br />自己18，19，20岁的时光 <br />不知道为什么</p> <p>因为总是很热衷于身边的事？</p> <p>因为第一次自己一人在外生活 <br />对什么都很好奇？</p> <p>因为在Legenda的日子很轻松？</p> <p>因为当时还很天真？</p> <p>因为不管如何 <br />还是有一班朋友在一起？</p> <p>因为当时还很爱说话？</p> <p>因为当时不怕做错事？</p> <p>没有了标准制的生活 <br />感觉很没有目标 <br />就好像在回答 <br />一连串没有标准答案的 <br />Subjective问题 <br />不知道是对 <br />还是错 <br />只有自己觉得对 <br />或者自己觉得错</p> <p>工作了半年 <br />我并没有学到很多东西 <br />因为自己变得 <br />不天真 <br />不单纯了 <br />不会傻傻地 <br />问一些傻傻的 <br />但却很有提点性问题 <br />说的每一句话 <br />都在考虑应不应该 <br />对还不对 <br />或者 <br />傻还不傻</p> <p>有时候 <br />对一些事情看开了 <br />但却觉得不应该 <br />突然改变行事方式 <br />担心会吓到人家 <br />可能我太中规中矩？</p> <p>我总是在跟着身边的事物走 <br />像打了鼻环的牛 <br />好让大家觉得 <br />是环境影响了我？</p> <p>那天在ah kiat那边 <br />看到一半的Gundam 00 The Movie <br />刚刚终于把它看完了 <br />以前还记得朋友介绍并借我看Gundam Seed <br />为了他的面子 <br />也为了没有理由拒绝的理由 <br />我总在瞌睡中看完它 <br />今天第一次觉得看Gundam并不眼睡 <br />而且还很刺激 <br />也很莫名其妙地 <br />让我想写这样一篇的blog</p> <p>我多想大大声地喊出 <br />人体生殖器官“们”的名词 <br />解一解这他妈的抑郁</p> <p>我想继续画画 <br />我想继续拉小提琴 <br />我想学会弹吉他 <br />我想继续做毛织品 <br />我想继续动手工 <br />我想要看小说 <br />我想要随时随地到处走走</p> <p>我想这一切 <br />都是我自信心的来源吧 <br />啊不然为什么 <br />现在比以前忧郁酱多</p> <p><font size="4">我真的不想长大啊～～～</font></p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-960714280506657153?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-69483122607910803362011-01-22T11:40:00.001+08:002011-01-22T11:40:56.831+08:00<p>话说刚刚 <br />跟最近才做partner的表弟 <br />拿到做名卡设计的工 <br />我design这part <br />有另一个朋友做partner <br />我想我有Architecture这份工了 <br />可以把这份设计工 <br />让给他做 <br />然后他也欣然接受了</p> <p>今天谈起价钱 <br />才发现到 <br />原来之前谈过的价钱 <br />是真的低到 <br />有点让人难以置信 <br />一个idea <br />十块钱有得找 <br />就算不介意价钱的高低 <br />可是花尽心血 <br />把整个头脑丢进去做 <br />还是会觉得有点贬低新人 <br />这位朋友说 <br />还是要顾到自己的自尊 <br />其实很有道理</p> <p>我自己就觉得 <br />设计费和印刷费 <br />有必要分开来算 <br />就固定印刷费一个价钱 <br />设计费就又另加一个价钱 <br />而不是客户印多少张 <br />就抽多少巴仙 <br />因为就如果contoh客户要印200张 <br />200张就当差不多20多块 <br />然后假设设计费 <br />是整个价钱的10% <br />酱我们的一个 <br />或者更多个的idea <br />花在一张名卡上的设计 <br />岂不只是值两块钱？！</p> <p>我朋友讲： <br />除非我随便做咯 <br />copy paste给他 <br />酱就可能值回来</p> <p>&#160;</p> <p>是时候为新入门的设计师们 <br />驳回咱们微不足道的 <br />自尊了</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-6948312260791080336?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-49184862603541990522011-01-22T02:33:00.001+08:002011-01-22T02:33:42.119+08:00<p>又不知道什么事情 <br />那两小口又在“斗嘴”了 <br />还好只有前菜在office发生 <br />当时老大还有心情打game <br />没有在专心听讲 <br />结果她发战帖 <br />要老大打完电脑里的仗 <br />再在楼上进行这场斗争 <br />她走了 <br />老大还继续打 <br />我没有话讲……</p> <p>今天学到的东西： <br />水单要在44天内还 <br />不然会被cut <br />被cut还会收到红色的单 <br />打电话去SYABAS问 <br />还好接线员和蔼可亲 <br />我没有问到但需要知道的事 <br />她都一一为我解释得清清楚楚 <br />还提醒我提点我可爱的老大 <br />要准时缴单 <br />如果我知道她的名字 <br />我会为她写封好看的email <br />要她level up</p> <p>噢～还有 <br />今天那位缅甸女终于被炒了 <br />因为两个女佣知道她的薪水 <br />比她们的来的高300 <br />可是她什么东西都不做 <br />吩咐了的事就只是随便做做 <br />然后喜欢一声不响地走人 <br />女佣说自己有多辛苦地 <br />在服侍老大和auntie <br />只有当两位主人不在的时候 <br />才有那么一点点的清闲 <br />而且有时还要兼职做按摩师 <br />说什么都不甘愿这位缅甸女的工作形式 <br />结果闹到auntie那边去 <br />然后auntie又闹到老大这边来</p> <p>到最后老大受不了 <br />她也受不了 <br />auntie也受不了 <br />女佣们也受不了 <br />我没有怎样 <br />木匠Soo无奈 <br />结果今天下午斗的争后 <br />老大带着她和Soo <br />去按摩院送这位缅甸女 <br /><strong><font size="3">去KTM等火车!!</font></strong></p> <p>我记得那天拜三很好笑 <br />老板看这位缅甸女来了 <br />可是却大大方方地 <br />坐在乐室前不理不睬 <br />就叫我去送她回按摩院 <br />把她lock在里面 <br />我囧着脸对着老大的她看</p> <p><em>老大真是爱开玩笑</em></p> <p>不过说真的 <br />这位缅甸女从开始到今天 <br />都是被lock在按摩院里的 <br />有必要的时候才放她出来 <br />顾顾院子的花草树木</p> <p>所以大家都知道有会今天的下场？</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-4918486260354199052?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-52761615193941621882011-01-22T01:49:00.001+08:002011-01-22T01:49:52.496+08:00<p>我说啊我的朋友 <br />你对我对你的好 <br />感到很不好意思 <br />那就请你这样想：</p> <p>我对你好 <br />是因为我对我自己好 <br />因为只有对你好 <br />我才觉得 <br />有自信 <br />有存在感 <br />有价值 <br />有活下去的理由～！</p> <p>我当然相信 <br />这是你家人 <br />给你最好的教育 <br />适可而止 <br />不贪图别人的好 <br />我也因此知道 <br />不可以随便对人家好 <br />因为会吓到人家 <br />我都够鬼魅了 <br />再酱下去也不是最佳的解决方案</p> <p>别人对我特别好 <br />我不会吃惊 <br />或者受惊 <br />或者怀孕 <br />只是会想起 <br />当我对朋友好的时候 <br />朋友的种种反应 <br />和反应背后的故事 <br />想起你们的教导 <br />才觉得有必要 <br />拒绝别人随便送来的好</p> <p>我说我每次载你们出来吃饭 <br />不是因为你们需要我 <br />载你们出来 <br />吃平时吃不太到的东西 <br />而是我需要 <br />在经过四天孤独的生活后 <br />有一群人在一起 <br />吃吃饭 <br />聊聊天 <br />笑笑下 <br />问候下 <br />不只是训练我 <br />变得可以和人 <br />互动得更像正常人 <br />也帮助我 <br />建立自信和勇气 <br />去做些我平常 <br />没有胆试的事</p> <p>上个拜五晚上很痛苦 <br />在熟悉又陌生的地方 <br />一个人吃饭 <br />坐也不是 <br />站也不是 <br />蹲更加不是 <br />跪更不用讲是 <br />一个人坐在一张四方桌旁 <br />老板娘看不到 <br />举手又不敢举太高 <br />叫又不敢叫太大声 <br />生怕每个人 <br />连屁股都一起转过来看我 <br />结果我order也走过去找老板娘 <br />我给钱也走过去找老板娘 <br />坐这张桌子不对 <br />坐那张又不对 <br />总之很像傻佬就对了……</p> <p><strong><font size="3">一个人很痛苦的你们知道吗？</font></strong></p> <p>你们要陪我 <br />要一直一直陪我 <br />直到你们都回去了为止 <br />不要内疚了 <br />知道吗？</p> <p>;-(</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-5276161519394162188?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-68357576490034790322011-01-20T23:38:00.001+08:002011-01-20T23:38:43.039+08:00<p>我知道我很容易 <br />被别人影响 <br />因为现在 <br />有人一直跟我讲 <br />他工作有多好多赚钱 <br />害我都对自己的未来 <br />没有一点自信心</p> <p>我要都这么多年的书 <br />大学出来可能才两千多块 <br />同年的他中学毕业后 <br />在大马做part time几年 <br />过后在星加坡做厨师一年 <br />就有千多星币 <br />以后继续升 <br />在我毕业出来后 <br />就有两千多星币 <br />换回来不懂多少倍 <br />比比下 <br />他跟我讲不值得</p> <p>然后我想 <br />他半点钱也没有花在level up自己 <br />就赚钱了 <br />我要读这么多年书 <br />出来做工都还供不完 <br />zomok会选这科？</p> <p>&#160;</p> <p><strong><font size="6">不知道啊～</font></strong></p> <p>&#160;</p> <p>我只知道最近开始 <br />因为一间即将成为bar的老店屋 <br />因为以前读的中学 <br />我对人文和人与人之间的互动 <br />有了一点点 <br />小小的了解 <br />也因为一部欧美剧 <br />我对人的脸部表情 <br />有一点点 <br />不值一提的发现 <br />其他的什么都不知道……</p> <p>很累很想睡 <br />可是又不想睡 <br />因为还没有做到什么东西 <br />太早睡不值得 <br />可是又很想睡～ <br />然后又还没有冲凉 <br />很懒惰～～～～～</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-6835757649003479032?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-24272680906798883162011-01-20T23:07:00.001+08:002011-01-20T23:07:14.598+08:00<p>其实…… <br />无端端打电话给朋友 <br />要讲什么？</p> <p>其实…… <br />无端端在msn <br />跟朋友hi了过后 <br />要聊什么？</p> <p>其实…… <br />无端端约朋友出来 <br />要做什么？</p> <p>其实…… <br />为什么我一直一个人</p> <p>对着电脑</p> <p>对自己讲话</p> <p>工作</p> <p>开门</p> <p>关门</p> <p>倒滚水喝</p> <p>驾车</p> <p>走街</p> <p>买衣服</p> <p>吃饭</p> <p>看书</p> <p>睡觉……</p> <p>要找个朋友总是陪着我 <br />很难 <br />因为我总是 <br />不跟着别人走</p> <p>独行侠的命运 <br />是时候找个拍档 <br />或者被选为拍档了</p> <p>宇恒说： <br />我选择同时也被选择</p> <p>其实…… <br />我要表达什么？？ <br />=~=</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-2427268090679888316?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-11164845314250898372011-01-20T00:58:00.001+08:002011-01-20T00:59:00.391+08:00<p>跟以前的housemate <br />聊到最近的工作情况 <br />老大明显是职位高的人 <br />工钱没有问 <br />但是知道是比我高一倍 <br />要entertain高层人士/老板 <br />车油钱比我少一毛 <br />用的车比我的dear deer大3.12倍 <br />大宝森节跟我一样要做 <br />可怜</p> <p>我很轻松 <br />对电脑画图 <br />得空时不时facebook <br />感觉有点点幸福～</p> <p>问到我的新年假期 <br />我说我没有问老板 <br />老板也没有讲什么 <br />所以什么都不知道 <br />老大“哇唠～～～” <br />问到bonus怎样 <br />我也是没有问老板 <br />老板也没有讲什么 <br />所以一样什么都不知道 <br />“哇唠……什么啦你……” <br />无所谓咯 <br />老板有心就会给 <br />“酱就死咯……”</p> <p>老大问“家里人没有问的灭？” <br />没有喔…… <br />“薪水还是一样800？” <br />1400咯…… <br />“哦……租金那些不用给？” <br />我不用给租金和bills的 <br />老大“哦……”了一下 <br />“酱有没有红利、有没有假期都无所谓咯 <br />哈哈～”</p> <p>是咯 <br />这应该就是为什么 <br />我都不在乎老板 <br />会给我什么好处 <br />申请大学的信就另外讲啦～ <br />但是薪水多还少 <br />有没有红利 <br />假期多不多 <br />有没有什么基金的什么鬼 <br />其实也没差 <br />因为我没有负担 <br />最多只是吃、喝、行、友、亲</p> <p>我无所谓 <br />因为跟我的负担 <br />没有很大关系 <br />而且我乐于成为 <br />助理 <br />管家 <br />司机 <br />掌门人 <br />跑腿 <br />男佣 <br />最重要还是 <br />用电脑从事 <br />稍有一点点艺术性质的工作 <br />乐于服务 <br />最幸福了～</p> <p>只不过我好单纯 <br />什么都不知道…… <br />=~= </p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-1116484531425089837?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-47765599394442509382011-01-16T02:31:00.001+08:002011-01-16T02:31:15.765+08:00<p>我光滑的脸蛋～～～ <br />我要回你～～～</p> <p>羡慕那些没有pimple的脸 <br />女的就不稀奇啦 <br />男的就看了就“妈的，我也要！” <br />我也曾经脸蛋光滑 <br />那是Form1 Form2的时候 <br />朋友都说我的脸很滑很好摸 <br />又问我怎样保养 <br />我说我没有怎样啊 <br />都用水洗罢了</p> <p>因为我真的只用水洗罢了 <br />结果？ <br />现在跟月亮的表皮/地壳差不多了 <br />只是情况还是从地球用望远镜观望的程度罢了 <br />还没有到真正踏在月球表面的level</p> <p>zomok周围的大家脸蛋光滑到酱够力的？ <br />zomok我不管怎样勤力洗的脸还是洞洞加痘痘？ <br />我也要wat wat的脸～～～ <br />T皿T</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-4776559939444250938?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-26915834740185423502011-01-15T02:34:00.001+08:002011-01-15T02:34:32.732+08:00<p>星期四那天下午 <br />眼睡到鬼酱 <br />乘老板不在时 <br />facebook了一下 <br />解解瞌睡</p> <p>无意间看到 <br />晓欣无缘无故 <br />叫Joshua take care <br />过去Wall那边看下 <br />才惊觉Brisbane大水灾 <br />再仔细stalk了一下 <br />才知道Joshua是住在Warren St.的 <br /><strong><font size="3">直到现在我才知道 <br /></font></strong>Joshua说那条街较低处都中招 <br />所幸的是 <br />他住在较高处 <br />而且还一楼 <br />所以没什么损失 <br />过后就没什么下文了</p> <p>我傻眼 <br />到底水灾发生了几多天？ <br />zomok我都没有在关心？ <br />我想起美玲的一个思想： <br />成熟就是会想办法解决问题 <br />而不是在那边怪别人 <br />于是我GoogleMaps出场 <br />找些小资料看看可不可以帮到Joshua还什么 <br />然后我才知道 <br />Warren St.很靠近Brinsbane River <br />然后整个Brisbane都是沿海地区 <br />Nearest Evacuation Centre都离Warren St.蛮远下</p> <p>zomok酱的？？ <br />我都不懂要做什么了 <br />可是还是很想知道水灾几时发生的 <br />Google了一下 <br />都是在讲现况 <br />要查的话 <br />恐怕会花一些时间 <br />可是老板随时会回来 <br />所以我放弃了</p> <p>到了那天晚上 <br />从facebook上才知道 <br />Joshua搬去另外一个地方了 <br />一个干而安全的地方</p> <p>说放下心中大石？ <br />才没有咧 <br />是更加内疚！ <br />我根本没有在follow Joshua的消息 <br />刚才查看回 <br />才知道星期二开始 <br />已经有人在问候Joshua了 <br />我这是算什么朋友？</p> <p>我沮丧 <br />大家都对我很好 <br />我却不曾关心大家 <br />都不懂我zomok的 <br />尤其Joshua对我特别好 <br />我记得以前刚进Form1的时候 <br />都没有人要和我坐 <br />过后老师有说 <br />B班可以让一个还两个人跳上来A班 <br />当时大家都叫不幸掉到B班的Joshua跳上来陪我 <br />我当时也没有说什么吧 <br />Joshua见我可怜 <br />就真的跳进A班来陪我了 <br />我当时懵懵懂懂 <br />谢谢一声都不会讲 <br />过后还对他时近时疏 <br />即使现在也一样 <br />我都很样衰一下</p> <p>我希望Joshua平平安安 <br />我不信任何宗教 <br />但我期望 <br />随便哪一种神都好 <br />tolong多照顾下Joshua <br />他是好人 <br />他应该保持长命到他喜欢的岁数为止 </p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-2691583474018542350?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-41121399694883941982011-01-12T23:20:00.010+08:002011-01-12T23:28:07.781+08:00<p>这个月老板为按摩院HappyFeet<br />添加了一位缅甸女佣 <br />可是很快的 <br />过了这个月 <br />就要炒掉她了 <br />昨天老板对Auntie讲： <br />她做东西太慢了</p> <p>我做东西会不会也很慢咧？</p> <p>今天TNB Technician来换按摩院的meter<br />我顺便说在等的时候 <br />我可以帮忙画门牌</p> <p>老板是想要在Gate门的板上画<br />讲了很久了 <br />昨天还讲今天的什么时候去画下 <br />这个时候最适合了</p> <p>可是过后老板又说不画了<br />还是回来好 <br />可是想到我已经在印pattern在板上了 <br />就说印完了就回去</p> <p>印完了就快快收拾赶回去<br />上到车老板又打来讲： <br />Go to the shop get me a box of cigarette <br />我以为他讲进按摩店里面拿 <br />进去看又没有 <br />才知道我误会了 <br />原来是要去店子买</p> <p>我不敢怠慢<br />快快打个电话解释清楚 <br />帮soo拿了存在按摩店的thinner <br />就冲着去买香烟 <br />然后到家了两手满满的 <br />有一小罐黑漆 <br />一支水彩笔 <br />我的笔盒 <br />一卷masking tape <br />一罐和一瓶thinner <br />门牌的pattern图<br />还有一包香烟<br />进家去会见老板</p> <p>我不希望像那位女佣一样<br />因为怠慢被炒 <br />话说拜一和上个拜五去量屋子的时候 <br />老板已经开始在讲了 <br />怕怕……</p> <p>-×××-</p> <p>刚刚看了朋友的一些照片<br />我想到以前有位朋友跟我说过 <br />他爸爸并不喜欢我的pattern</p> <p>我当时很像只是笑笑回应<br />但最近几年想起这句话 <br />我真的很想问问他 <br />到底我是什么什么样的pattern？ <br />因为我真的不是很了解 <br />自己到底是怎样的人 <br />有位前辈提点也不错 <br />至少可以往那个方向纠正/进步</p> <p>可是我不敢<br />跟这位朋友好像有点疏远了 <br />等下尴尬就不好了</p> <p>-×××-</p> <p>话说今年有蛮多的旅游运<br />表弟约去台湾 <br />老友去纽西兰打工好像很不错 <br />还有Joshua今年年中在Australia毕业 <br />可是钱很难存 <br />就算我不用给租金、水电费、家用 <br />可是我还要为我的大学存些费用 <br />我不知道要存到多少我才觉得够 <br />只知道越多越好 <br />就不用愁</p> <p>-×××-</p> <p>刚刚走在去MidValley的路上<br />不小心被一位充满Bloom Effect的 <br />大慨160-165cm高 <br />头上打着红色蝴蝶结的女生电到一下 <br />害人家心跳快了几倍下 <br />话说她全身上下的Bloom Effect <br />光晕连头上深红色的蝴蝶结 <br />也变模糊了</p> <p>我只在DevilMayCry里面看过<br />够够力的Bloom Effect <br />还有GranadoEspada <br />Unless透过某些特殊摄影镜头 <br />不然现实里不会发生这种光晕效果 <br />只能说这女生真是白皙到 <br />连光这种高速进行的自然现象 <br />都愿意在她肌肤上 <br />多逗留那么一下下 <br />然后再把自己给牺牲了 <br />让自己在那白到不行的表面上 <br />晕散开来 <br />好诗情画意……</p> <p>-×××-</p> <p>再说我今天早上<br />终于把那本《孤星血泪》给看完了 <br />结局真的是顶他不顺 <br />亏他是为名作家 <br />我够够力囧了一下 <br />然后就出去吃早餐</p> <p>-×××-</p> <p>小事一罗罗<br />撞在一起又变成 <br />一篇长篇大论的论文来</p> <p>我打字果然胜过我讲话……</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-4112139969488394198?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-13860312396104274662011-01-12T00:20:00.001+08:002011-01-12T00:20:28.114+08:00<p>今天Auntie拿了一叠的旧照片 <br />来Office要跟老板分享 <br />当时老板在WoW <br />看了看 <br />也没多说什么 <br />然后Auntie讲要给Wen*看 <br />然后又直接说要给我看 <br />我当时在弄3D <br />老板“啧”了一声 <br />但Auntie还是让我看了一张 <br />瞟了一眼 <br />只能说师公当时还存有他厚厚的胡子 <br />Auntie我没什么注意她 <br />师姑很有当时的少女风范 <br />老板就很fit地穿西装 <br />一脸梦喳喳 <br />这是一张很普通的 <br />在相馆拍的全家福</p> <p>我当下不敢说什么 <br />只是wah了一声 <br />Auntie叫我猜那位fit fit的男生是谁 <br />我假假迟疑一下问Auntie说是不是老板 <br />Auntie就“Exactly”一下 <br />很幸福的笑了笑 <br />然后讲当时老板有多瘦</p> <p>老板依旧持续安静地玩他的WoW</p> <p>我多想当下大大声问老板： <br />&quot;Sir~! What happened to you???&quot; <br />但有赖于老板脆弱幼小的心灵与自尊心 <br />我免去了这句问候语</p> <p>老板你到底是怎么了？？？</p> <p>*Wen是老板的女友</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-1386031239610427466?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-78479405539466792082011-01-10T21:39:00.002+08:002011-01-10T21:40:30.150+08:00<p><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; margin: ; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" border="0" src="http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/a/aa/Dickens_Gurney_head.jpg" width="165" height="240" /></p> <p>(Source: Wikipedia)</p><p><br /></p><p>昨天开始看回以前买的一本小说 <br />算是Short Story吧 <br />叫《孤星血泪》 <br />Great Expectation by Charles Dickens <br />刚看第一个chapter罢了 <br />我才发现到 <br />原来我都被这些书 <br />深深地锁在一个 <br />总是很正式的表达自己感觉的 <br />一个世界里 <br />跟九把刀的差别 <br />有超级无敌的远 <br />果然看翻译小说 <br />学到的只是一种举止和思想 <br />而不是很华人地用华语/口语来表达自己</p> <p>伟豪继续借我九把刀的书～～～</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-7847940553946679208?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-10843805111676366032011-01-09T16:18:00.001+08:002011-01-09T16:18:44.267+08:00<p>先做个hypothesis： <br />只要有朋友约喝酒 <br />我无时无刻都可以奉陪 <br />但尽量都不会喝到呕</p> <p>星期五那天原本打算一个人去Klang看baby <br />一对我在Legenda认识的同年生夫妻 <br />在本月3号终于把baby给生了 <br />可喜可贺</p> <p>可是我总觉得 <br />我一个人去一定会冷掉 <br />我总是有一种魔力 <br />可以把氛围给弄僵 <br />而且我不喜欢看到人家 <br />也陷入这个困境 <br />所以取消念头了</p> <p>刚好那天有位在Legenda以前常一起出去dinner <br />即使我毕业了也常每个拜五晚上一起dinner的朋友Sean <br />带了三位junior去MidValley <br />过他在中马区的最后一天 <br />然后想搭顺风车回Legenda</p> <p>我当然OK啊～ <br />有人要坐我的车我最高兴了 <br />我很享受人家在我车上打打闹闹 <br />很pasar malam的感觉</p> <p>当天是个特别的日子 <br />我当然有发现到 <br />所以我带大家去Serdang吃Steambot</p> <p>我很后悔的一件事是 <br />我当天没有为大家拍下那一刻的照片 <br />即使Sean在旁为junior们叙述了 <br />每次来我都会为大家拍照的事 <br />真的 很后悔</p> <p>这次我们又吃得比较少 <br />话说我当天还4点吃午餐 <br />我都忘记了</p> <p>其实大家在上我的车的时候 <br />都有建议我在Legenda过夜和他们一起喝酒 <br />话说他们在MidValley看戏后买了一箱的啤酒</p> <p>我没有直接答应 <br />因为我可能礼拜会跟一班朋友去看baby <br />有必要在白天的时候就准备一切 <br />看baby后直接回我可爱的Seputeh <br />我担心衣服不能在我出发前晒干让我带回去</p> <p>我无比地挣扎 <br />我想和他们度过这毕生仅有一次 <br />在College一起喝酒的叙别会 <br />但又被恼人的“衣服晒不干”的未来顶在半中间 <br />进退两难</p> <p>到最后回Legenda路上我决定了 <br />过夜就过夜吧 <br />礼拜那天最多放飞机不去 <br />自己再找一天一个人硬着头皮去看baby <br />大家都很高兴的样子</p> <p>这是我第一次 <br />和他们喝酒喝到结束为止 <br />但那天结束得并不完美 <br />我们总共六个人喝 <br />车上的五位加Legenda里另一位 <br />喝了18罐 <br />还剩14罐没有喝 <br />主人有点不高兴 <br />但那只是当下醉意还在的时候</p> <p>最后我都在直起身体坐着避免反胃 <br />在客厅闭上很累很累的眼睛听他们在说话 <br />知道主人和一位junior昏昏沉沉地睡了 <br />所以一位喝了很多但还很清醒junior就提议解散 <br />由于我睡的床被用了 <br />所以他约我去他那边睡 <br />但到最后睡在主人家的junior醒了回来自己的床睡 <br />所以我为了有个地方睡 <br />走了两趟路 <br />又回到主人家去睡</p> <p>我第一个定下的结论是 <br />喝酒很不健康 <br />那晚我顶着很累的眼睛 <br />一直跟那位还清醒的junior说 <br />我以后都不要喝酒了 <br />因为喝了酒 <br />我肚子热热的 <br />吃下去的Steambot在里面滚来滚去的 <br />结果第二天早上我用我的肛门把它们 <br />partially地吐了出来 <br />被马桶给吞了……</p> <p>我以为喝酒可以提升体温 <br />其实并没有 <br />我反而觉得很冷 <br />即使没有风扇 <br /><font size="4"><strong>一样</strong></font>很冷 <br />而且手脚发麻 <br />头充血到很像在倒立 <br />我那晚就一直这么说 <br />我也以为我会醉到做一些很奇怪的事 <br />但并没有 <br />我还很清醒 <br />没有斗鸡眼的时候才出现的双影 <br />也没有走路走不直 <br />一切视觉听觉知觉都很正常 <br />只是我肚子开始闹了 <br />只是我脸红了 <br />只是我脑袋涨涨的 <br />也只是我鼻子发白了 <br />可能我还没到醉的程度吧？</p> <p>这次的喝酒会让我知道 <br />我不是很好的喝酒kaki <br />但我发现到我不会像以前酱 <br />抗拒酒在穿过喉咙的刺痛感 <br />啤酒比上次喝的红酒好多了 <br />所以我是可以喝的啦 <br />但不会喝到跟大家同归于尽</p> <p>这次要感谢Sean的谅解 <br />知道我不是很常喝酒 <br />也不是很会喝酒 <br />为我挡下了很多很多的酒 <br />但我也很惭愧、很内疚 <br />我把气氛弄僵的魔力还在 <br />所以他老人家当晚不能尽情地 <br />把气氛搞到很high <br />让大家把那32罐啤酒统统喝完 <br />然后在天旋地转的气氛中 <br />很欣慰地结束这场酒会</p> <p>我总觉得我不应该在那个场合出现 <br />但过去了 <br />我也只好把回忆留在那一刻 <br />最多以后不会被邀一起喝酒了 <br />然后我又坐在电脑前 <br />听着那些充满灰调和回音 <br />孤独但华丽无比的电音乐 <br />然后感慨着自己的高贵 <br />不顾一切地活在自己的世界里</p> <p>我××这无聊的生活……</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-1084380511167636603?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-28221950362125550032011-01-04T23:22:00.001+08:002011-01-04T23:22:15.539+08:00<p>话说那天看的Tron：Legacy <br />美玲说父子相见的那一幕很感人 <br />我想他应该流了一下眼泪吧 <br />我倒还好 <br />没什么感觉</p> <p>eh…… <br />好像也没有很好 <br />反而令人感觉自己很冷血 <br />这种常常有可能发生的事 <br />我都没有什么感觉</p> <p>直到此刻我觉得有点离奇 <br />especially我发现 <br />我对那些 <br />把失恋描写得很有情境的歌 <br />或者文章的时候 <br />我都有想哭的感觉</p> <p>当这两个对不同情结 <br />有不同感觉的感觉 <br />来个大对比的时候 <br />是会觉得很奇怪一下 <br />亲情无时无刻在我身边出现 <br />我无时无刻在体验 <br />但我对那种失去亲人 <br />or寻觅已久 <br />最后落得重逢的情节没什么感觉 <br />反而爱情不曾发生在我身上 <br />而我却对失恋有很深的感动 <br />这…… <br />感觉有点非比寻常地不平衡</p> <p>我是怎么了？</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-2822195036212555003?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-46434739854790144112010-12-28T21:38:00.001+08:002010-12-28T21:38:37.063+08:00<p>怪事一： <br />今天为了修好internet connection <br />跑上跑下去了MidValley <br />和PJ的DigitalMall <br />搞到过了午餐时间都还没有吃 <br />吩咐Soo怎样把新买的cable钉好后 <br />老板随口问了我吃了午餐没有 <br />我老实回答讲还没咯 <br />老板就说去叫女佣弄圣诞节吃剩的ham来给我吃 <br />我去跟女佣讲了 <br />可是老板不知道 <br />以为我不好意思讲 <br />又自己去跟女佣讲多一次 <br />结果是除了我的份 <br />要做多一份给他吃 <br />到最后是我和老板坐在我用的大桌子上 <br />一边一起吃面包夹ham和cheese <br />一边看老板在他MacBookPro开的PokerTournament2010</p> <p>怪事二： <br />老板约了一位老外来教他组装音响 <br />然后老板叫女佣开一瓶红酒来喝 <br />我不懂在这个occasion原来也可以喝红酒的 <br />结果老板看在我还在那张大桌子上弄我的3D的份上 <br />（他们要用这张大桌子进行教学） <br />随口问了我喝不喝 <br />然后我就很厚脸皮的讲我ok的 <br />结果第一次在工作时间跟老板喝红酒 <br />还要跟老板和老外cheers <br />（话说跟老板敲杯的时候用力不当 <br />差点要敲破那个高脚杯） <br /> <br />怪事三： <br />圣诞节你收到什么礼物？ <br />我收到唯一一个我老板送的一本书 <br />一本我根本不敢买给我自己的书 <br />结果是为了什么？ <br />为了给老板自己找idea…… <br />囧 <br />我当然是很高兴收到这个圣诞礼物 <br />不只是因为它是一本很好很好的书 <br />还价值不菲咧～ <br />又可以让自己lansi、show off <br />何乐而不为？</p> <p>XD</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-4643473985479014411?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-19215629569040329792010-12-19T11:23:00.001+08:002010-12-19T11:23:21.820+08:00<p>盲人说： <br />我们在Brickfield这边很大牌的 <br />如果我们不小心跌倒 <br />警察就会来跟我们拿Report <br />过后要跟Bandaraya报告 <br />说哪里哪里的设施会对我们有危险 <br />然后要改</p> <p>我们每个月还会有津贴 <br />（三百多吧……不记得了）</p> <p>我们很威水的 <br />有这支tongkat最够力了 <br />因为每个人看到我们的tongkat <br />都要停车的嘛</p> <p>（盲人对自己的难处也还蛮欣慰的说）</p> <p>×××××××</p> <p>女佣说： <br />你们很奇怪的 <br />不可以讲死这种东西 <br />我们在印尼都不介意 <br />只有马来西亚是酱罢了 <br />我们是神亲手做的 <br />总有一天会回到他的身边 <br />回到我们自己的老家</p> <p>我们在印尼 <br />越讲死就越年轻的 <br />你看我天天讲死 <br />可能以后我越变越年轻 <br />等下我都变成baby了</p> <p>(这些话是一位二十多岁的印尼女佣 <br />对两位年过半百二老人家说的话 <br />鼓励两老要勇敢面对 <br />未来几年内会发生的事）</p> <p>×××××××</p> <p>远朋说： <br />屌hai不一定是要在床上的嘛 <br />现在是我们去适应环境 <br />环境不会适应我们的</p> <p>（我总是秉持着 <br />没有一个问题是只有一个答案/解决方案的principle <br />想不到这位友人 <br />可以用一个更人性化的方式 <br />来诠释我的principle） <br /> <br />×-×-×-×</p> <p>这个礼拜懒惰写blog啊～ <br />我要在圣诞节前拿假期～～～ <br />可是我不敢要 <br />我很没有用</p> <p>友人说： <br />你酱的老板你都不敢要这些benefits <br />以后你去大公司做长久的不是会不敢要加薪？</p> <p>友人你说的好准哦……</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-1921562956904032979?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-26004977776203449612010-12-11T03:31:00.001+08:002010-12-11T03:31:11.683+08:00<p>其实写这篇blog的时候 <br />已经是明天了 <br />XD</p> <p>今天大件事 <br />因为明天老板女友 <br />要到新加坡参加好朋友婚礼 <br />结果按摩店没人管理</p> <p>“Yong，你明天有空吗？”两点多刚睡醒的老板女友</p> <p>明天很像是要去A'Famosa wor…… <br />算～ <br />“没有空咧……”希望我说的时候是摇头的</p> <p>“Oh……OK啦。”眼神依然空洞的她 <br />（用“她”会比较省时吧…… <br />“老板女友”很长一下）</p> <p>然后她很像是问老板明天有没有人booking <br />老板有点不耐 <br />我老板总是很看得起别人的 <br />没有讽刺 <br />他总是认为我很会电脑 <br />结果我让他失望后 <br />（我忘记是什么事情了） <br />“Sorry. I thought you are good at this, you see” <br />老板当时好像有点不削 <br />这次老板认为明天有没有顾客是她应该知道的事 <br />就回问回她 <br />好像是说他不知道 <br />她自己应该知道有没有人booking <br />不太记得他们的对话了</p> <p>当时有位老板的友人 <br />再等按摩店开之前 <br />老板邀了他来看他玩WoW <br />顺便跟他介绍一番游戏背景 <br />和他四年前曾经三十多level的人物 <br />但如今又当回newbie的感受 <br />过后她找不到按摩院的锁匙 <br />问我老板 <br />老板继续不耐 <br />说他不知道 <br />他只有他自己的 <br />点点点</p> <p>过后终于她到按摩院了 <br />不懂发生什么事情 <br />好像有东西不见还什么 <br />讲讲下老板越讲越大声 <br />我开始怕了 <br />想出去 <br />又想“还是算了” <br />结果继续坐在那边 <br />时不时放空两眼直瞪荧幕 <br />很傻就是了 <br />还好当时友人走了 <br />其实她开始跟老板问话的时候 <br />老板已经有点大声了 <br />现在是爆发mode <br />很恐怖</p> <p>然后Soo在楼上 <br />有缝隙的板条-楼地板-走廊上磨木 <br />盖了电话 <br />跟我讨论了几下Mrs. Wong立面图的老板 <br />突然发现有粉削飘落 <br />结果Soo kena大声 <br />难为他了</p> <p>今天老板明明早上心情超好的 <br />结果因为一通电话搞到酱 <br />只能乐观地想 <br />老板是在乎她的 <br />我还记得老板出一句很伤的话 <br />“Shouldn’t you know all about these, Economics graduate?!” <br />她是美国留学回来的经济学学生 <br />有个很特别的名词的 <br />不记得了</p> <p>算～ <br />说些新鲜事 <br />今天第一次在老板家的dining room吃饭～！ <br />饭是老板家煮的 <br />菜是老板打包买回来的 <br />而且有幸和auntie同座吃 <br />虽然被蚊子叮了很多粒 <br />不过还不赖</p> <p>再说说去五金店的事 <br />Soo要买个不懂什么东西 <br />他不懂名字是什么 <br />只懂是个怎么样的一个东西 <br />无所谓 <br />反正跟老板讲下就可以载他去买了 <br />到了五金店 <br />有位平时以为是华人的店员 <br />竟然是缅甸人～！ <br />平时看他讲广东话讲到酱好 <br />讲华语又不明白 <br />我就有点好奇了 <br />原来是跟Soo同故乡的人 <br />然后Soo要买的东西叫Table Wrench <br />还算认识了新朋友</p> <p>今天一如往常去Mantin跟朋友吃晚餐 <br />晚餐路上看到有发生严重车祸 <br />去的时候只看到一位伤者躺在路中间 <br />一位路旁clinic的医生在帮忙 <br />和碎碎的Motor <br />当然还有厚厚的人群 <br />看不懂是怎么一回事 <br />会的时候才知道有多严重 <br />路旁另一边是辆上下翻转的车 <br />撞向路旁的教堂围墙 <br />我没有去看啦 <br />是听朋友帮忙看后跟我讲的 <br />很够力咯 <br />小镇的路通常时速没有快到哪里去的嘛 <br />车竟然可以撞到上下倒反 <br />不懂此driver是跑几快</p> <p>晚餐谈天时有谈到以前一位友人 <br />final project做到没有时间出去吃 <br />可是眼前其中两位朋友 <br />现在final project可以每天到处走 <br />又没有影响到课业 <br />还是班上最快最快做完的</p> <p>我说： <br />“其实也对 <br />应该到处走走 <br />不应该整天死死对着电脑 <br />会很容易显 <br />然后显的时候又很容易连上网 <br />连上网的后果就是会花掉很多没必要花的时间 <br />因此总是不够时间做 <br />还要牺牲吃饭时间”</p> <p>其中一位朋友说 <br />“没有啦 <br />是我们time management好罢了 <br />哈哈～” <br />对啊 <br />time management好 <br />读书跟玩都兼顾得到 <br />以前我就是对太多电脑 <br />总是在上网花时间 <br />现在也是 <br />不懂以后上大学后会怎样 <br />希望我迷上某某运动 <br />从此把我从电脑前移开</p> <p>好累哦 <br />三点半了 <br />很遗憾没有跟另一班朋友去到马六甲玩 <br />每次都酱的 <br />attend这个 miss那个 <br />显……</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-2600497777620344961?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-82895401849309870572010-12-10T12:17:00.001+08:002010-12-10T12:22:20.715+08:00<p>出门应该带相机！ <br />不是带Laptop！！！ <br />T.T</p> <p>刚从MidValley吃完晚餐回来 <br />去之前还幻想 <br />自己坐在角落 <br />等饭菜来的时候 <br />自己在纸上涂涂写写画画 <br />很有气质酱 <br />然后时不时看着电脑做参考 <br />所以带了整个laptop bag <br />加纸和笔出发 <br />走走逛逛 <br />结果去了一间意大利面快餐店 <br />环境没有想象中的laptop friendly <br />因为没有插头 <br />WiFi也没有 <br />但是没有吃过 <br />所以无所谓 <br />进去吃吃</p> <p>吃完了 <br />喝水的时候可以画画下！ <br />至少目标达到了一半 <br />无聊……</p> <p>水喝完了 <br />收拾 <br />想去MPH逛下 <br />结果上到Ground Floor的时候 <br />发现Centre Court发出很大声的女高音 <br />好奇跑去看看是不是有人现场女高音 <br />OMG是个音乐舞蹈表演 <br />有身穿威尼斯面具装的……小丑？ <br />有音乐盒里面的芭蕾舞女 <br />有大肚子的绿衣精灵 <br />有红军服的nutcracker <br />有头戴一艘船的维多利亚小姐（背景人是酱介绍的） <br />好有气氛！ <br />但是没有带到相机来！ <br />我明明有带DSLR来KL！！ <br />我带什么去？ <br />Laptop咯 <br />可以拍照吗？ <br />想得美 <br />只好用接近没有电的电话 <br />拍下这美丽又令人起鸡皮疙瘩的一刻</p> <p><a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/TQGp3GdnxZI/AAAAAAAAH-g/Quuy5hfCTN8/s1600-h/0912201037949.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-right-width: 0px; margin: ; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; float: ; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="091220103794" border="0" alt="091220103794" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/TQGp4fHRKoI/AAAAAAAAH-k/EBNx6HYc8Qk/091220103794_thumb6.jpg?imgmax=800" width="480" height="264" /></a> <br /><em>～超音效的表演～</em></p> <p>今天老板受不了了 <br />跑去接阿文去按摩店帮他按摩 <br />我也顺从指示载了Soo去装路牌 <br />因为没有人懂Lorong Bukit Raja是在哪里</p> <p>路牌打没有几下 <br />一只脚就断出来了 <br />结果需要回去装更粗的螺丝 <br />话说之前是幼幼的铁钉 <br />囧～</p> <p>回的时候经过bumper <br />屋顶发出声响 <br />该不会是…… <br />刚才放在车顶的铁锤？？？ <br />回之前明明要提醒Soo <br />记得拿铁锤放进车里面 <br />结果一瞬间不记得了 <br />Soo也忘记自己放铁锤在车顶 <br />车停去旁边啦～ <br />笑死人……</p> <p>今天蛮空闲 <br />但是～～～ <br />老板的router有问题～ <br />不能随心所欲地 <br />在老板去按摩的当而疯狂上网 <br />现在打着这篇blog <br />是没有连线的 <br />老板应该是买新的router <br />顺便换WEP key了吧？ <br />不然就是刚才他问我怎样进router的system后 <br />跑去改改WEP key看connection有没有改善？ <br />好下垂……</p> <p>虽说是空闲的一天 <br />可是也蛮愉快的 <br />因为今天变身做了一下 <br />so called的“graphic designer” <br />帮auntie做她明天在Japan Club的Christmas concert程序录 <br />就谁先violin solo <br />谁过后接着再violin solo <br />当然还有做Certificate of Participation <br />其实很简单罢了 <br />全部东西她都写好了的 <br />照打罢了 <br />然后改改font酱 <br />就做了graphic designer一下 <br />XD</p> <p>时间倒回我刚载Soo去按摩店的时候 <br />今天按摩师阿文带来了一堆DVD来按摩院 <br />一片一片拿给我 <br />问我要不要看 <br />过目一下 <br />Erm…… <br />我没有很想看咧 <br />而且我去那边只是当driver <br />载Soo去装路牌 <br />不会待很久 <br />一下子就回了的 <br />看戏还是免了吧</p> <p>我讲：叫老板看～</p> <p>“华语的噢。老板哪里看得懂？” <br />Hor～阿文鄙视老板-ing XD <br />当时我在开门 <br />老板在外面跟Soo解释路牌装置处 <br />没有听到 <br />心里暗笑-ing</p> <p>“不要啦。我没有在这边很久。等下就回去了的”拒绝坚持到底～！</p> <p>“哦。OK啦。”阿文失望的象征</p> <p>“拿！请你吃面包。”阿文再来</p> <p>“嗯……不要啦。你吃就好”继续拒绝 <br />“我去后面看有东西弄没有”分身术出招～</p> <p>到了后面 <br />抓抓晾着的毛巾角边 <br />还没有干咧…… <br />这时阿文出现</p> <p>“拿！请你吃花生！”阿文不干示弱 <br />show出一包吃剩半包的花生！！！ <br />我囧～</p> <p>“不要啦～”我的天，我没有借口了please～～～ <br />熙来攘往了一阵……</p> <p>“Zomok你今天？要酱女子meh？”阿文再攻</p> <p>“Ha？没有啦……我……我不是很喜欢吃花生的”我绝招了please</p> <p>“噢～”阿文似懂非懂的回应 <br />“毛巾干了啊？”阿文转移话题</p> <p>“还没有咧。还有点湿酱” <br />我放下心中大石</p> <p>“开风扇咯，给它快点干”</p> <p>“开了开了～” <br />他是全盲的 <br />看不到我风扇已经开了 <br />【告一段落】</p> <p>现在想回 <br />好像很不应该拒绝阿文到酱绝 <br />人家酱很真诚的想分享他有的东西 <br />而且是全盲的盲人 <br />跑来跑去想请我吃些东西 <br />问我要不要看戏陪下他 <br />So跟老板按摩的时候不会很尴尬 <br />有人陪下酱 <br />可是我酱不给面子 <br />哎哟很矛盾的说～～～～ <br />下次我接受你请我的全部东西咯 <br />我会扮傻佬的 <br />今天很对不起～</p> <p>现在没有得online～～～ <br />显nye～～ <br />看明天早上有没有机会假借公事 <br />问到新的WEP key <br />不然要等到明天晚上 <br />才publish到这篇blog了</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-8289540184930987057?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-31536182529667849682010-12-08T23:53:00.001+08:002010-12-08T23:53:44.604+08:00<p>其实工作了接近第五个月 <br />我design的level也慢慢接近南北极的温度（单位：摄氏度） <br />应该是从上个月开始发现的 <br />叫我design architecturally？？？ <br />叫我设计一个小房间我可能都不会了 <br />我好像都没有在更进一步地学建筑学 <br />反而更像是用劳力在打工 <br />像今天就又去按摩店接待客人 <br />一位……</p> <p>想到这里 <br />才想到忘记跟老板讲 <br />下个礼拜同个时间这位客人会再来 <br />写日记还是有点点好处的</p> <p>话说今天让老板看了昨天弄的灯饰图 <br />改了一些 <br />免不了的 <br />回归宝座几分钟后</p> <p>“Yong, this is your first time doing the lighting plan right?” <br />眼睛死粘着电脑荧幕的老板</p> <p>“Mm… Ya” <br />迟疑地回想上次老板指导而画的电路图 <br />那次应该不算</p> <p>“Not bad huh, your design? Quite good, I see.” <br />眼睛依然粘着荧幕的老板</p> <p>“Er… Thank you.” <br />好害羞～ 囧！</p> <p>是在鼓励我吧？ <br />明明就没有很好～～～ <br />还是他并没有期待很高 <br />所以有点意外我做的比他想象的好？ <br />OMG好令人下垂……</p> <p>今天真的很显！ <br />没什么大消息/传闻的说 <br />没有客人来office坐坐 <br />只是老板今天终于从昨天的不舒服病倒了 <br />但他不要去睡觉～！ &gt;.&lt; <br />伤风咳嗽还对着电脑 <br />打WOW吧？我想 <br />新电脑总是让人难以抗拒 <br />好一个血气方刚的老年轻人 <br />简称老年人</p> <p>明天又要去print了 <br />希望大吉大利不要中saman</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-3153618252966784968?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-29265419945705142342010-12-07T22:26:00.001+08:002010-12-07T22:26:54.059+08:00<p>本来昨天要写blog的 <br />有些小事可以写写也不错 <br />但太迟了 <br />加上今天我没有放假 <br />今天是Awal Muharam</p> <p> <br />直到今天早上我才觉得 <br />我真的应该像写日记酱写blog <br />原因只有一个 <br />我在这边工作 <br />没有人可以像以前酱 <br />帮我记曾经发生过的事情 <br />因为只有我一个人 <br />跟老板也没有很熟 <br />虽然他一直“Thanks, bro/buddy/mate/dude” <br />这让我想起一句格言 <br />“生活就像自慰 <br />什么都要自己来”</p> <p>话说昨天老板心血来潮 <br />跑去买一架全新CPU <br />偏心到完全不支持VGA的A牌VideoCard <br />R牌滑鼠等等 <br />只为了玩一个电脑游戏 <br />让我羡煞不已 <br />有个冲动跟他借来玩 <br />Features全开的Assassin’s Creed II</p> <p>昨天的一些小事也包括前右手臂 <br />被老板无心的灭烟动作烫到 <br />还好没有任何伤亡 <br />水泡一个都没有 <br />不懂是要感谢香烟公司的特别的设计 <br />还是自己身体强壮 <br />还有还有～ <br />买完电脑回来 <br />老板也为我买了两膏面包 <br />是要我闭嘴不要说出去他买了电脑？ <br />很抱歉我写出来了 <br />不过还是很谢谢面包救了我的今天早上 <br />因为懒惰出去买来吃 <br />^^ <br /><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/TP5EDZwQWSI/AAAAAAAAH-E/rgU5tPumoBw/s1600-h/DSC_0714-1%5B5%5D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; margin: ; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="DSC_0714-1" border="0" alt="DSC_0714-1" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/TP5EFFy0lJI/AAAAAAAAH-I/RUkMhA7eJL8/DSC_0714-1_thumb%5B2%5D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="640" height="428" /></a></p> <p>今天pulak～ <br />今天显到狗酱 <br />还好早上有电脑technician来 <br />帮老板overclocking <br />我猜的啦…… <br />然后提到technician要开新店 <br />老板就自建一些idea <br />还叫我sketchup一张他现场设计的桌子 <br />render了给technician看 <br />也还好今天按摩店有两个顾客 <br />可以驾驾车去载两位按摩师 <br />在按摩店帮帮忙折折毛巾洗洗杯擦擦桌子 <br />不然今天真的过到很没有意义</p> <p>btw按摩师阿文送我一包怡保买来的香饼 <br />然后送回7Eleven的时候又打包一包鸡饭给我吃 <br />应该是因为今天的顾客tips了他们每人RM20 <br />然后我又知道了 <br />为了让我心理平衡而请的？ <br />我没有咯 <br />我都没有理那两位顾客 <br />我知道我没有资格拿这种钱的 <br />就算给了 <br />我反而会更自责自己不会拒绝 <br />而且请了我吃饭 <br />我也会很为难 <br />毕竟按摩师是视觉障碍者 <br />我……不太会处理这种事 <br />很矛盾的 <br />人家请吃明明是好事 <br />反而自己烦东烦西</p> <p>今天很不错了 <br />除了弄完Electrical &amp; Lighting Plan <br />差点又迷上rendering了 <br />XD</p> <p><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/TP5EHDXZcuI/AAAAAAAAH-M/9nSxeIlnKdU/s1600-h/DSC_0715-1%5B6%5D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; margin: ; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="DSC_0715-1" border="0" alt="DSC_0715-1" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/TP5EId1dEUI/AAAAAAAAH-Q/z26Gp3YSPhk/DSC_0715-1_thumb%5B3%5D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="640" height="428" /></a> <br />在怡保工厂买的后廊香饼 <br /><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/TP5EJ6cNXZI/AAAAAAAAH-U/a1-Hvknuslw/s1600-h/DSC_0716-1%5B5%5D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; margin: ; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="DSC_0716-1" border="0" alt="DSC_0716-1" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/TP5ELF4uqtI/AAAAAAAAH-c/LcOs7d8nOaU/DSC_0716-1_thumb%5B2%5D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="640" height="428" /></a> <br />Brickfield 7Eleven前面的鸡饭 <br />话说汤的香味没有开包都会充斥整个房间 <br />想到还会吞口水 <br />我希望这些不是变形的rasuah <br />因为我不会拒绝别人对我好的 <br />^^</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-2926541994570514234?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-23777998980839304952010-12-05T02:21:00.001+08:002010-12-05T02:21:00.330+08:00<p>今天超怀旧的说</p> <p>话说3-4 DEC华乐举办了一个生活营 <br />我昨天才突然记起 <br />想说这生活营是为了12月中 <br />在Cowboy Town表演前的一个准备 <br />12月十多号的周末就只有下个礼拜 <br />那生活营岂不是这个礼拜？？？ <br />果然我的逻辑没有错 <br />就是这个礼拜 <br />承恩说“我才给你榨到”</p> <p>为什么说怀旧？ <br />因为走过曾经的教室 <br />有说不出的感动 <br />我记不起很多很多在中学时的东西 <br />但是我还是记得曾经用过哪间教室 <br />二楼角头边的2A班 <br />我记得历史老师曾叫几位同学出去外面拔草 <br />还有最高楼的5Sc1 <br />走廊尽头的view依然壮观 <br />还依稀记得大家会在此溜达打粉擦 <br />还有很多很多的事吧？ <br />很可惜我都没办法记起来 <br />像有老人痴呆酱……</p> <p>还有还有 <br />过后camp的游戏时间也是很怀念 <br />通向食堂的布告栏走廊 <br />曾是我在pancaragam camp <br />玩过扑地爬行的游戏一站 <br />想当年我可爬得好快 <br />为自己的组挣来一点光彩 <br />还记得大伙儿还被水彩涂脸 <br />这些零零碎碎的记忆 <br />看着现在还是老地方的老游戏 <br />感慨好多～！ <br />但现在大家在游戏时 <br />都不为自己的组紧张 <br />看了倒是有点失望 <br />我乐观地想： <br />应该是没有破冰仪式吧？</p> <p>这些经历 <br />真的好想再回到当年 <br />曾经从满历史的学校 <br />现已被改装过的办公室Block A头 <br />已改装过的Block C、篮球场 <br />我多希望把他们统统拆掉 <br />让我再把他们的曾经重组 <br />很可惜我没有酱的能耐 <br />只能感慨 <br />真的只能感慨</p> <p>我突然好想念我第一天进到普中的那天 <br />就我哥刚进中学的那天 <br />我爸带着我哥 <br />我跟随在后 <br />那是我第一次进到那个办公室 <br />外面热炎炎的 <br />但里面超凉快的！ <br />直到现在 <br />我才知道以前的建筑的确是比较好</p> <p>除此 <br />当然还是有一些小事发生 <br />扑地爬行免不了手脚受伤 <br />就有位同学擦伤小腿前侧 <br />擦伤外外外皮 <br />伤口已干了 <br />但为了安全起见 <br />我为他找来另一位senior为她搽药 <br />senior只记得用的是咳嗽药瓶状的药 <br />明显是没有 <br />但却有H2O2 <br />senior不明其用法 <br />问了我 <br />我只依稀记得膝盖缝了针后 <br />医生给了我H2O2洗伤口 <br />我就推断是可以拿来洗同学擦伤的小腿 <br />但为了更确定 <br />问了娴和卫灵 <br />为此我从学会了另一个叫saline的洗伤口药水 <br />不错不错！</p> <p>还有一些零零粉粉碎碎的事 <br />今天也过得很充实嘛～</p> <p><a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/TPqGRa6tBII/AAAAAAAAH9s/0cISTDb1ZrA/s1600-h/041220103782-1%5B2%5D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; margin: ; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="041220103782-1" border="0" alt="041220103782-1" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/TPqGVbftPcI/AAAAAAAAH9w/MDcTUrvm4I4/041220103782-1_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="184" height="244" /></a></p> <p>中学生的冲劲，曾几何时？</p> <p>&#160;</p> <p><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/TPqGcO0NgDI/AAAAAAAAH90/mwkvvEM5foY/s1600-h/041220103784-1%5B2%5D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; margin: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="041220103784-1" border="0" alt="041220103784-1" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/TPqGda_KorI/AAAAAAAAH94/OC7tKGHvd74/041220103784-1_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="184" /></a></p> <p>永不凋零的壮观景色～！</p> <p>&#160;</p> <p><a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/TPqGhFQSiOI/AAAAAAAAH98/wV01FL9vVVU/s1600-h/041220103783-1%5B2%5D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; margin: ; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="041220103783-1" border="0" alt="041220103783-1" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/TPqGinwEa7I/AAAAAAAAH-A/c4GV-abZVe8/041220103783-1_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="208" /></a></p> <p>p/s:还有楼梯囱的燕窝！！</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-2377799898083930495?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-87699975740317109582010-12-04T00:04:00.001+08:002010-12-04T00:04:04.452+08:00<p>第一次在标题用标点符号～！</p> <p>今天也发生一些小趣事 <br />首先是老板新顾客的车</p> <p>女客人和老板谈完设计概念 <br />就留下老公自己先离去 <br />为顾客开门送走的功夫当然是由我来做啦 <br />老婆一如其他有钱人士 <br />很有礼貌地和我这位不显眼的assistant道别 <br />我自主地自荐为她开门 <br />因为office的门不是每个人都懂开的 <br />就有试过几位客人怎么开也开不到</p> <p>送到门边要对客人说会为她开gate <br />因为auto gate不是说开就开的 <br />要按按钮 <br />才会开的 <br />匆匆跑去开gate <br />从大门后窥探客人出gate后就要关门 <br />但我通常要看一下客人靠近车了后才关 <br />以免客人忘了什么又要尴尬的按门铃 <br />然后没有人去理他 <br />过了一下女用终于惊醒发现有人在门外痴痴地等 <br />开门进来了 <br />客人又要尴尬一下面对开门的人 <br />这是对客人的不周到～！ <br /> <br />这次我目送客人上车 <br />客人是有司机的 <br />这我之前见识过了 <br />没什么惊奇 <br />车门开的时候我没在留意 <br />客人上车了 <br />坐稳向前望 <br />司机也已经上车了 <br />关自己的门了 <br />我说：不用关门吗？ <br />然后后车门竟然自动关上了！！！ <br />OMG这可是重大发现！！！ <br />没有看过任何一辆车会自动关门 <br />最豪华也只是司机帮忙关 <br />这…… <br />客人是做什么工的？</p> <p>可能我在这群有钱人当中 <br />是suagu中的suagu <br />but我还是很庆幸 <br />至少我知道在tampin哪里有得做signboard <br />鞋可以去bata店买22块的</p> <p>今天除了此重大发现 <br />当然还从女佣口中得知 <br />昨晚果然在按摩店进行老板的最爱游戏 <br />害女佣2号今天很累不够睡 <br />然后是auntie和老板的大概家产之八卦小消息 <br />女佣推断说 <br />如果auntie不幸离去 <br />我老板可能发达</p> <p>两天的photoshop彩色终于告一段落 <br />老板第一眼讲评是： <br />“Yong, haiyo… Your color selection is so ungraceful!!! <br />BlahBlahBlah (filter 中). <br />You better make these changes. <br />How long do you think you can finish this?” 经典问题</p> <p>修改后 <br />“See! This is so much better” 老板又来经典名句 <br />“O…” 假装懵懂的我</p> <p>Overall <br />今天又是有点很不一样 <br />酱最好了 <br />^^</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-8769997574031710958?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-64002534176940714432010-12-02T20:40:00.001+08:002010-12-02T20:40:37.247+08:00<p>其实很想写一些生活上的事情 <br />但有赖于本人脑子hard disk小容量 <br />不能说写就写的 <br />因为会有很多细节不被储存 <br />但，我尽力啦 <br />反正今天又是一个不平凡的一天 <br />不平凡as in有比平时做的东西有些出入 <br />但就整体来讲还是平凡的一天 <br />confusing? <br />酱我的目的就达成了…… XD</p> <p>话说今天早上的任务是继续photoshop coloring <br />我很想弄到很好 <br />所以花蛮长的时间在弄shadow <br />manual 画噢～ <br />不是photoshop的什么inner shadow/outer shadow <br /> <br />around 十点suku <br />电话响</p> <p>“肯～定是老板”心里OS <br />“Hi, sir~!” 充满阳光的我</p> <p>“Hi, Yong. I need you to do me a favour” 老板的经典名句</p> <p>“废话” 心里OS 2</p> <p>“I need you to go and fetch this lady masseur for me at Brickfield… <br />BlahBlahBlah instruction to the place, her name etc.</p> <p>“So Eon Bank there turn right, then Post Office there turn left until almost the end of the road?” Double check 很重要！！！</p> <p>“Yes, Correct.” 经典名句 2 <br />“Go get her to the shop, get the first room ready and also the back room where the bed is, and the foyer place where you usually sit, ok? Turn on the air-cond and do the aroma therapy thing as well.”</p> <p>“Aroma therapy 这个词跟我省回。我懂那个东西叫做essential oil” 心里 OS 3 <br />“OK，sir~!” 充满朝气的我</p> <p>“Thanks Yong”</p> <p>“OK~” 眼睛依旧眯着</p> <p>接下来紧跟着的步骤很重要 <br />Ctrl+S <br />然后才走人 <br />匆匆跳进车里 <br />“Shit！没有锁匙怎样进门？” <br />电话再次响起</p> <p>“Yong, please come back in. I need to give you the key for the shop”</p> <p>“O… OK.” =.=|||</p> <p>拿锁匙的时候老板不忘再三叮咛 <br />好让自己免于责任缠身没有人发泄 <br />再三叮咛可以把责任光明地传递给我</p> <p>拿了锁匙 <br />出发去接按摩师</p> <p>目的地其实没有去过 <br />每次都会经过然后转右 <br />我想如果找不到人最多打个电话 <br />跟按摩师讲在7Eleven我的老地方见 <br />老板想得周到 <br />出发前不忘给我按摩时的电话号码 <br />所以要感谢老板会为员工着想</p> <p>驶入老板说的那条路 <br />OK <br />找不到人 <br />Call过去给按摩师 <br />按摩师出现 <br />上车时不忘“Sorry Sorry”和解释几句 <br />免去不必要的尴尬 <br />老板身上学的</p> <p>一路上要讲一点话 <br />跟她谈了一点 <br />是刚加入的按摩师 <br />今天第一次在我们这边做 <br />“我也是第一次只身执行按摩店的说”心里含蓄地OS着</p> <p>这位按摩师不是盲人 <br />只是视觉有障碍 <br />看不是很清楚 <br />但是还是可以自己一个人走 <br />我看情况良好 <br />就不多解释什么了 <br />大概介绍房间酱而已 <br />送了按摩师进房间后 <br />就去忙我的准备功夫 <br />So顾客到前房间是微凉稍冷的</p> <p>1100了</p> <p>“顾客也不是很准时一下的hor”按摩师</p> <p>“是咯，哈哈～”放新毛巾的当儿干笑了一下</p> <p>1115 <br />顾客到了 <br />免不了会问“Is this the massage place？” <br />确定了后就跟她快快送入洞房去按摩一番 <br />介绍了按摩师 <br />关门前顾客抓住机会问 <br />“How long I’m going to do? How much does it cost?” <br />还好有打听按摩时间是一小时半 <br />至于价钱……</p> <p>“I think it’s RM 60”</p> <p>“OK”</p> <p>BOM关门了 <br />也没有叮嘱如果有什么要求可以跟按摩师讲 <br />算了</p> <p>写到这里 <br />原来我才只写到发生了一个小时的事情 <br />过后还有老板女友和老板在电话里争着要我帮忙do a favour <br />还有去五金店买鞋胶、大stapler <br />去pudu lama的Nan Yang Art Supplies买spray mount <br />帮忙老板做玩poker用的桌台面 <br />像去接新娘似的把桌台面送去已经没有人了的按摩店 <br />调整一番admin处的家私 <br />因为老板要边玩poker边让玩者享受按摩以促进生意兴隆 <br />然后顺着PangPang的instruction清理PC里RAM的晶片 <br />然后回来26号 <br />一边等我朋友2100来到Bangsar吃我的晚餐 <br />一边打着这篇Blog</p> <p>是时候Upload了 <br />还有二十分钟酱就出发目的地 <br />Upload的当儿还可以Facebook jap</p> <p>这篇就酱草草结尾啦～</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-6400253417694071443?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-89972079983639761742010-11-28T19:04:00.001+08:002010-11-28T19:04:31.626+08:00<p>27.11.2010 <br />星洲副刊给了我很多推卸责任的文章</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-8997207998363976174?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-314711890772666472010-11-27T01:33:00.001+08:002010-11-27T01:33:38.645+08:00<p>今天又在按摩院度过一天 <br />是悠闲的一天 <br />整天只在自家的laptop前 <br />render些小小样的东西 <br />老板就一边改他的design <br />一边像没见过世面的suagu <br />时不时凑前来一句 <br />“Hmm… interesting~” <br />囧</p> <p>按摩院的厕所进过几次了 <br />自家双手还是数得出来 <br />今天很特别 <br />因为发现 <br />到那大大片的镜子里的自己 <br />真的长大了 <br />我是有点惊奇的说 <br />想不到…… <br /></p> <p>然后若无其事的 <br />刮刮头发 <br />转身一看 <br />哇…… <br />门都没有锁 <br />原来我还有不在意小细节的时候</p> <p>其实很拒绝已经21岁的事实 <br />其实还想要存在于别人的呵护中 <br />我还想当小孩……</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-31471189077266647?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-43596566302159606842010-10-25T22:18:00.001+08:002010-10-25T22:18:29.454+08:00<object width="400" height="225"><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true" /><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always" /><param name="movie" value="http://vimeo.com/moogaloop.swf?clip_id=8191217&amp;server=vimeo.com&amp;show_title=1&amp;show_byline=1&amp;show_portrait=1&amp;color=&amp;fullscreen=1&amp;autoplay=0&amp;loop=0" /><embed src="http://vimeo.com/moogaloop.swf?clip_id=8191217&amp;server=vimeo.com&amp;show_title=1&amp;show_byline=1&amp;show_portrait=1&amp;color=&amp;fullscreen=1&amp;autoplay=0&amp;loop=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" allowscriptaccess="always" width="400" height="225"></embed></object> <p><a href="http://vimeo.com/8191217">Last Minutes with ODEN</a> from <a href="http://vimeo.com/user814889">phos pictures</a> on <a href="http://vimeo.com">Vimeo</a>.</p> <p>先看这影片 <br />这是Vimeo Awards 2010的赢家 <br />Out of 6500 submissions <br /> <br />会为某事件/事物感伤而哭泣的男人 <br />很酷吧？很帅吧？ <br />对我来说是这样的 <br />我以前也很爱哭 <br />那时哭是因为要博得别人同情 <br />要人家安慰关心 <br />或者也是为了搞特出 <br />要别人看到我的存在 <br />其实我也不清楚</p> <p>中学后 <br />应该是Form2后吧…… <br />不曾哭过了 <br />原因？ <br />不知道耶 <br />反正没什么能触到那个哭点 <br />更多时候都是在笑 <br />或者放空 <br />或者…… <br />其实我也不记得中学的事情了</p> <p>现在想起以前曾经被一本字典敲到头就哭得稀里哗啦 <br />看到老师来后直接收声 <br />我果然还可以再更假一点 <br />真是受不了……</p> <p>我没有感情 <br />这是现在很懊恼的情况 <br />我也想为了一些至亲至情的事而哭 <br />很奇怪hor <br />没事找事来哭 <br />我都38的…… <br />不要理我</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-4359656630215960684?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-80784182598145584972010-10-20T22:09:00.001+08:002010-10-20T22:09:29.029+08:00<p>毕业那天回家路上 <br />我载着和我在学院同班三年的马来好朋友Idzamuri <br />回到马六甲去 <br />他要去Jonker Walk做实地考察 <br />我要回家 <br />一路上谈了蛮多事情 <br />大概讲的话我也记不起来 <br />而车程后半部车内充满了睡意 <br />大家都睡了 <br />有大概五次差点撞向“无知的未来” <br />但都没关系 <br />咱们两个小伙子在车上和到Jonker Walk的时候都聊得蛮开心 <br />没什么比和朋友聊天来的开心了 <br />我总是酱觉得</p> <p>启程前我说车油缸闪灯了 <br />所以出发的第一个目的地就去了附近的油站 <br />添满油后在车上朋友问起我家小鹿的油缸量多大 <br />我说 <br />我不知道吔 <br />他无心地说了一句 <br />Camne leh tak tau, Yong??? Kite dah 21 years old. Kena ambek tau bende semua ni. Kalo umur 18 ke 19, I don’t give a shit. Tak tau pun tak pe. Tapi dah 21, Yong! <br />大概意思：Zomok会不知道，Bear？我们21岁了，这些东西该知道的就该知道。如果还只是18、19岁我才没有关酱多，不知道也无所谓，可是已经21岁了，Bear！ <br /></p> <p>他讲了这句话后让我震了很大的一半下 <br />虽然很多时候他都会给我说很多很有道理的话 <br />他自己有没有做到就不用讲啦 <br />可是 <br />原来21岁其实对他来讲是一个很大的转折 <br />他总是说他自己很小孩子 <br />但其实并没有 <br />他的思想反而比我这位大他几个月的朋友还要成熟很多 <br />当下我skip了 <br />但那句话不断在脑海里出现 <br />而且还伴随着那天早上《红蜻蜓》的歌词 <br />“我们 都已经长大……” <br />现在还是酱</p> <p>我总是在想 <br />我 成熟吗？ <br />我每次给我自己的答案都是“没有” <br />因为对我而言 <br />成熟就是会做人 <br />会做人就是在某时刻的时候做该做的事 <br />就是 <br />别人对你好一次 <br />你就对别人好回一次 <br />别人请你一餐饭 <br />下次你也偷偷请回别人一餐饭 <br />你说买这个送做我的生日礼物 <br />然后我就请你吃高价大餐 <br />别人问“最近怎样？” <br />你也回问“过得如何？” <br />别人偷偷跟你分享说“我每次都是酱酱酱打飞机” <br />你也回馈说“我反而是酱酱酱打的” <br />此类人情上的事</p> <p>我？ <br />不好意思 <br />我是最新一代的“草莓橡胶宅男贵公子” <br />软弱、依赖、零感情、冷漠、假High、低Social、拜金主义、守财奴 <br />唯有在被逼的情况下才做出这类很social很外向的事 <br />其他时候我都在放空的状态下做出被编程了的回应(Programmed Reactions) <br />有本书写说 <br />“由于人格类型在成年后十分稳定 <br />所以你也可以选择一种最符合自己二十来岁时个性的人格类型” <br />这是一本以九种人格说明并分析人的个性与人格 <br />并希望读者以此说明和分析迎向更好的未来人生 <br />但我会问 <br />这是不是说21岁以后 <br />我如果有什么人格/个性要改的话会很难？还有可能改不到？ <br /></p> <p>我希望我只是在吓自己</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-8078418259814558497?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-44587739907021057292010-10-19T00:57:00.001+08:002010-10-19T00:57:21.967+08:00<p>毕业那天的早上 <br />在车上听到By2的《红蜻蜓》 <br />有一种感触 <br />我记起那天礼拜读到星洲周刊的专题 <br />是关于橡皮人的探讨 <br />知道自己有橡皮人的潜质 <br />对周围冷漠无情没有感觉 <br />像是经历了很多沧桑 <br />看透了一切红尘 <br />没有梦想，没有目标 <br />那天 <br />我又开始堕落起来 <br />当天刚过阿婆的大寿 <br />家里有点小乱 <br />哥叫我做一些小清理的时候 <br />我时不时发出难听的谴责声 <br />麻烦他要人我的怪脾气了 <br />听回《红蜻蜓》 <br />“我们 都已经长大 好多梦正在飞……” <br />感觉上 <br />梦想都离我好远了 <br />我才21岁 <br />才刚跨进成年的栏杆 <br />梦就已经没有了 <br />我 是想怎样？ <br />就像南拳妈妈说： <br />What can I do？ <br />装可爱？ <br /> <br />我ok的噢～</p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-4458773990702105729?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-41783495169187762962010-10-13T20:47:00.002+08:002010-10-13T21:30:16.343+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><p>发现到 <br />其实自己并不是没有主见 <br />只是因为不想为自己负责任 <br /> 但这也可以是因为懒惰想 <br />懒惰去想通一个问题 <br />Sophine说： <br />No matter what your design is, you just have to think through it. No matter how hard it is to realize. Stick to it and think through it! <br />此人是我的其中一位师婆 <br />暂且assume作师婆（二）吧～ <br /><br />为什么懒惰想？ <br />周遭有太多的吸引力？ <br />有太多事要顾虑？ 还是因为习惯了学院时期的spoon-feed式教学， <br />考试前讲师总会给准准够，而且一点都不模棱两可的提示？ <br />或是习惯了别人替我解决问题的生活？ <br /><br />写了酱多选择 <br />感觉更像是在推卸责任 不想为自己现在的状况负责 <br />但这不是我在之前所说的不想为自己负责任 <br /><br />那为什么说没有主见是不想为自己负责任？ <br />因为如果不是你的想法，aka主见 <br />你可以说： 不懂哦，我是听xxx讲的，去问他啦～ <br />或者 <br />酱哦，我也是上网看人家酱讲的，不懂真还假 <br />是不是可以很轻松推掉责任？ <br />Dr. N说： <br />You see my thesis. Everytime I threw out an opinio</p><p>n, I quoted someone from a book. So when people ask, “why do you say so?”, you can say, “it’s because Prof. xxx said so in this yyy written by him”. You don’t need to be responsible of what you wrote. You just let those experts to be responsible of it <br />此人是我以前的一位讲师 <br />专攻回教建筑学 <br />但他对回教建筑还是有一定的意见 还有一些比较现代的建筑学也一样 <br />很pro一下also <br /><br />最近读了一本书 <br />《不乖：比标准答案更重要的事》by侯文咏 <br />这本书给我的启示是 <br />我其实是习惯了标准答案所带来的安全感 <br />当找不到针对某问题的标准答案 <br />我现在干脆不动脑筋去想 <br />反而期待别人帮忙找出这标准答案 <br />就算别人找不到 就用他自己觉得对的答案 <br />如果到最后出了什么差错 <br />就说是quote xxx的 <br />我只是遵从而已 <br /><br />说到这里 <br />我开始觉得 自己的生活原来只是一个 <br />只有instructions and follow instructions的程序 <br />instruction来了 <br />就follow the instruction <br />follow完了没有下文 <br />就继续放空吧～ 等待下一个instruction <br /><br />我的世界好灰沉 <br />灰到这种地步 <br />让人对未来没有期望 <br />人家只是21岁罢了咧～ <br />我跟老板说我21岁 老板说： <br />Very young!! <br />我跟Contractor说我21岁 <br />Contractor说： Still young ya~ <br />我跟老板家对面auntie讲我21岁 <br />Auntie说： <br />You’re still young. Why your face got so many pimple? Put on some cream ya~ <br />Seputeh真是一个和蔼可亲的小地方 <br />not to mention有钱<br />我应该继续酱下去吗？ <br />师公说： <br />Are you still going to be like this in the future? <br />我快快讲： <br />No, sir!! <br />又是一个遵循标准答案的回应……</p><p><br /></p><p><br /><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/TLWzj2IzxnI/AAAAAAAAH7s/aSMNNoK3XYg/s320/%E4%B8%8D%E4%B9%96.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 229px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5527521546076407410" /><br /></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-4178349516918776296?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-1500292189106783932010-09-17T18:12:00.001+08:002010-09-17T18:12:37.493+08:00<p>如果有什么很大很大的计划 <br />不要对别人讲了 <br />讲了肯定实现不了 <br />听者看在眼里 <br />只会觉得我说话不算数</p> <p>可是如果是什么小计划的话 <br />在心里默念也不行 <br />至少要用嘴巴练习讲一下 <br />不然到时又会故意忘记 <br />然后用其他一点都不efficient的词糖塞 <br />搞到一大堆misunderstanding <br />那天打电话祝贺朋友生日时 <br />原本要讲最后一分钟打电话祝贺会令人很期待 <br />结果什么都没有讲到 <br />简简单单寒暄问候就 <br />“o… ok啦. byebye…” <br />要营造的气氛都没有了～～～～ T^T <br />超遗憾的说咯…… <br /> <br />最近无言无故拿到一份兼职 <br />要怪我给人印象超好 （是的，我超自恋） <br />还是我不会拒绝 <br />我也不知道 <br />明知自己没有能力 <br />给人家讲几句“你还年轻，等你三十多岁或者结婚后就没有酱多心思放在多余的兼职，要乘早学该学的东西” <br />就敢敢答应人家 <br />一点想法都没有 <br />他讲的是很有道理啦 <br />也可以讲他讲的每样东西都很有道理 <br />也可以讲很衰以前被几位读建筑的forum user下毒太深 <br />说什么读建筑的没有天分不用紧 <br />最重要是热忱和努力 <br />总有一天会成功的 <br />再加上自己又超爱自残 <br />无所谓咯 <br />反正可以赚一点我最爱的小钱 <br />希望到时不会让人失望 <br /> <br />这不是个大计划 <br /><font size="3">这不是个大计划 <br /></font><font size="5">这不是个大计划</font></p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-150029218910678393?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-43110069766583565692010-09-11T03:16:00.004+08:002010-09-11T03:22:53.848+08:00有时候<div>朋友的一下小动作，小想法</div><div>就是会让人突然间对其刮目相看</div><div>也就是敬佩的说</div><div><br /></div><div>下一秒就会开始对自己百般挑剔批评</div><div>说自己zomok别人做得到</div><div>自己却做不到</div><div><br /></div><div>然后开始惭愧</div><div>自责</div><div>内疚</div><div>妒忌</div><div>遗憾……<br /><br />哟……</div><div>zomok我比不上人家</div><div>比不上自己的朋友的～？</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>zomok我酱的？？？ =.=</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-4311006976658356569?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-79197110219120148242010-08-29T16:53:00.001+08:002010-08-29T16:53:12.858+08:00<p>Torn photographs; </p> <p>shattered relationship; </p> <p>shallow talks; </p> <p>unenthusiastic life.</p> <p>&#160;</p> <p><img src="http://www.europeandme.eu/UserFiles/File/HEART/issue3/torn%20magazines.jpg" width="455" height="480" /></p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-7919711021912014824?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-80662825861365837452010-08-29T15:45:00.002+08:002010-08-29T15:47:33.860+08:00<p>]=INTRODUCTION=[</p> <p><br /></p><p>Chapter 0.xx talks about thoughts. By the time it reaches 0.99, I think this blog is already rotted. ;D</p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p> <p>]=The Thought=[</p> <p><br /></p><p>I realized that I packaged myself too nice. Whatever I do now will be constraint by my packaging, as well as people’s expectation upon me. </p> <p>Staying synchronized between the product and packaging is what I’m striving for. But, looking at those human natures and interactions, I can’t help myself to think that “I should have tried once or twice” to make sure I experienced things some people would have experienced throughout their lives.</p> <p>I want to change what people used to think about me. </p> <p>Possible? Yes. </p> <p>Would you do it? See first… probably I will but most probably I won’t. Contradicted? Yes, I always contradict what I say, what I think, what I do. I’m just so girlish…</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-8066282586136583745?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-88195605819097810562010-08-21T10:21:00.004+08:002010-08-21T11:06:42.826+08:00Since Wednesday night, No. 26 still remains un-electriciti-zed.<br /><br />How to get pass the nights? Go to No. 24 and online~ Then around 2300, ask the maid to protect me through the "guards" and darkness.<br /><br />How to stay in the darkness? Get candles and lighter from the maid, lit them in the room and lie on the bed like you're in a room which some sort of ritual is processing. As well as like you're in the most romantic room having your dinner, only the differences are there is no food and you're lying on a bed. Depends on how you perceive things.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://fc07.deviantart.net/fs12/f/2006/336/1/f/Four_Glowing_Candles_by_DarkenedHeart_Stock.png"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://fc07.deviantart.net/fs12/f/2006/336/1/f/Four_Glowing_Candles_by_DarkenedHeart_Stock.png" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Extra question with no regards with darkness:<br />What about the fridge? Oh... That thing just leave it melt the ice and let the water leak~<br /><br />Thess summed up the major incidents/events happened throughout this weekdays while I'm in the life of No. 24 and No. 26.<br /><br />p/s: Boss's sister is Wei Ling.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-8819560581909781056?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-24077271268541272772010-08-07T01:30:00.011+08:002010-08-07T03:04:59.232+08:00<blockquote><span style="font-weight:bold;">}{ Pre-Chapter }{</span></blockquote><br />This blog I used to aim to record all my journeys I had to some special places. But time has been limited to me recently to do so and my wishes to do something else are getting more and more. So, it's kind of a burden this blog to me as I had been a long time not going somewhere that I think it's nice and wonderful to my imagination, as well as exploration to such places had been abandoned by myself somewhere in my mind. <br /><br />The time had passed more than 1 year that I don't even realized after my 21st birthday, the day when I looked back on this blog and thought "Eh, I just thought to go back Kuala Linggi to spend my evening on the sunset! It's been a year?! I don't believe I actually went there once too during my birthday!"<br /><br />Since I can hardly get some time to go on any trip, I guess I suppose to change the way this blog works for me, which is to record whatever incident happened in my life. Just like a story book that tells stories about me. Just like what most people do on a blog.<br /><br />Anyway, I graduated from Legenda, and I had flipped the page of my story book till the next, new chapter of my life.<br /><br /><blockquote><span style="font-weight:bold;">:::|-|:::</span></blockquote><br />I'm really grateful that I got a job that is truly architecturally involved. I like the environment. It's a SOHO and my boss is the son of one of Malaysia most well-known architects, Jimmy Lim. He offered me to live in a house of his next to the office (which is the house he's living in) that his father will stay over whenever he came back from Penang, as well as a store for their humongous amount of antique and a house for 3 dogs of theirs out of 9. <br /><br />Nothing I can complain about this place and my life here. In fact, I felt very lucky that I can have such kind of job in such a nice area, although the salary is still paid as what is written in my resumé . <br /><br />The only problem is that, whenever I want to access into or out from the house I'm living in, the No. 26, I have to ask Élis, one of my boss's maids (There are 2 of them. Another maid is named Sérap), to get the dogs comforted so that they don't stare at, bark at, or even attack me. <br /><br />So the consequence is that, I don't go out at night after I had my dinner around the area (Taman Seputeh) and went into No. 26 unless it is necessary, that is when something emergency happen that requires me to get to the scene. So for the time being, I think I have to live a life like this in order not to make myself a burden to the maids, since they have an unstable life in my boss's house (No. 24, to be exact), where they might need to stay up till midnight and might also be required to get up around 4 or 5 in the morning.<br /><br />Since I'm there working with my boss, doesn't mean that I should be treated by them because I don't belong to my boss's family, who they need to serve. But then again, I'm very appreciate that they are very kind to me and very helpful. I try to make their life eased by chatting with them. It's nice to be with them, as well as my boss's family. His mother even invited my to go to Mid Valley with her when the day I walked back to No. 26 with my bungkus-ed mee goreng and she was going to shop something in Mid Valley. But I'm so sorry that I refused her because my ass was going to explode due to an unknown reason.<br /><br />Well, I think I should end this blog and just make this an introduction to my new life in KL. I'm looking forward for something memorable while I'm working with my boss, like on next Thursday, I'M GOING TO UM WITH MY BOSS TO TO HAVE A VISIT ON AN EXHIBITION HELD BY THE FACULTY OF ARCHITECTURE!!! Hopefully I will just stay with my boss with no problem occur during that time, as well as the days I'm with him.<br /><br /><br />p/s: By the way, the company I'm in is <span style="font-weight:bold;">CWL Design Service</span>. My boss do architectural design mostly on residential building and some architectural related legal stuff, as well as interior design. The company is situated at No. 24, Jalan Telok Pulai, Taman Seputeh, Seputeh. It's only a 13 minutes walk distance from Seputeh KTM Station.<br /><br /><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/xIteyCgt0Eqifhb-9yhLjq2-wgSVWVfQstimc-GfpwU?feat=embedwebsite"><img src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/TFxahSmVw8I/AAAAAAAAH6k/5Jx1hRw5aGs/s400/200720103377.jpg" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-2407727126854127277?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-47341154367806699592009-03-06T10:35:00.004+08:002009-03-06T12:17:56.059+08:00As time goes by, this is the last week of the long holiday, a week I wasn't realized it's another week of holiday previously. Besides, it's also time to go back to my "lovely" college in order to register for the coming semester's subjects. Before starting off，I took the camera along with my decision to go to the mysterious beach I heard from my new housemate - Kuala Linggi of Story-ful State of Malaysia (Melaka).<br /><br />After registration for the subjects without having my new timetable along with the news about an extra holiday on next monday, again, me, Blackie, Dear Deer, as well as the camera started off to the destination.<br /><br />"行きましょ～!(ikimasho/let's go)" I said.<br /><br />Along the travel, I found an interesting structure where it's ceiling is timber-plank-ful, and Malaysia Marine Army Academy. Suddenly I felt excited when I saw the academy. What I think was the exciting life as an army student. You get to learn this, experience that, live together, work together, stay together, play together... Aww... Nice! A life I am seeking currently and still haven't reach.<br /><br />Suddenly, Blackie asked for a fast left turn. While shocking, I turned unexpectedly, too. Luckily, I managed to make this turn perfectly. Turned into this narrow road, <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JYsWrjCZiNk">it feels like you are being in an animation made by 宫崎骏 (Hayao Miyazaki), walking on a road you wouldn't know what is at the end there.</a><br /><br />While riding slowly on the road, FINALLY! I saw it!! SEA!!! BEACH!!! TREES!!! ROCKS!!! and... SHIP ON THE SEA!!!! WOW~<br /><br />First thing to do... TAKE PHOTO~!! No matter how people there look at us while passing by. Hehe...<br /><br /><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/yjms4Pgq632mLDJraeB7YA?feat=embedwebsite"><img src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/Sa5iiS4zvMI/AAAAAAAACO4/kX9ygHYgN5I/s400/R0017066.jpg" /></a><br /><br />Wow! Every spot is a nice spot for photography. I didn't expect this beach could be this clean, especially the sand. Although the sea water is not as clear as Pulau Redang, at least it's cleaner than in Tanjung Tuan. Thinking of Tanjung Tuan, one word "Yucks~"<br /><br />Continue. So I kept on doing my job, keeping every easy-to-found nice spot inside the memory card. At the end of the road, I also, unexpectedly, found an abandoned fort which I think could be a nice place for temporary accommodation if renovated and refurbished properly through an architect's hand. ^^<br /><br /><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/TdJm5mi0944TjbWe_llm8w?feat=embedwebsite"><img src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/Sa5jk-pDcjI/AAAAAAAACRs/WpyksBD2mPY/s400/R0017088.JPG" /></a><br /><br />Also, not to mention the chalets there. Quite old, and some of them got some parts already look not so good. Anyway, this is just my comments made by looking them from outside. Maybe they look bad from outside but actually look fabulously elegant inside. Who knows?<br /><br />After taken photos, we then took the road back home. During that time, Blackie wasn't feel that well (battery power low). After some time, I felt guilty to keep on asking it for the way home. So I decided to let it rest, and used my instinct to find our way home. While riding, I suddenly had an idea to take the photo of this nice weather and felt excited about it. So, I had my left hand holding Dear Deer, turned down window on my side, stretching my right hand with camera in my hand out the window and snapped some photos. This is a very dangerous technique. You need to make sure no vehicles coming from the other side, as well as no vehicles at your back, not to mention also the strength and flexibility of both of your hands. If anyone of you would like to try this technique, please be aware of these cautions. Anyway, I think I am not good at this yet, as this is my first time taking photo like that. Some of the photo tilted. Still, there is still one or two are good take.<br /><br /><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/Xky5k08FHGDzZHOc3-TCCw?feat=embedwebsite"><img src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/Sa5kMd0tqKI/AAAAAAAACTY/TDgSp1aSz-o/s400/R0017101.jpg" /></a><br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Conclusion from a quick view in Kuala Linggi:</span> <br />On that day, there was like a human-less beach. Since the sand is acceptably clean, I think it's a quite romantic place to have a nice dinner with your partner there while looking at the sun set with sea water reflecting the sun ray, sparkling like diamonds embedded on it. How to have a nice dinner there since the chalets are not 5 stars rated? think of yourself la~ ^^<br /><br />This is quite a nice trip I have and it's done on my birthday. I think this is the first birthday present I gave to myself in my life. It looks quite pity as nobody gave me present and celebrated for me on my 20th birthday with me but i think it's okay because I am not used to receive gifts on my birthday and celebrate it nicely. So, don't pity on me. ^^<br /><br />Full album can be found in my Facebook, Friendster, Nokia Ovi Share, as well as my Picasa Web Album. Search for <span style="font-weight:bold;">"zenrya0304"</span> or <span style="font-weight:bold;">"Yong Jun Keat"</span> on Google. Hereby I embedded my Picasa Web Album for your quick reference.<br /><br /><table style="width:194px;"><tr><td align="center" style="height:194px;background:url(http://picasaweb.google.comhttp://lh5.ggpht.com/s/v/46.19/img/transparent_album_background.gif) no-repeat left"><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/jkyong89/KualaLinggi?feat=embedwebsite"><img src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/Sa5idCQB-BE/AAAAAAAACUM/BJMezjgDVBE/s160-c/KualaLinggi.jpg" width="160" height="160" style="margin:1px 0 0 4px;"></a></td></tr><tr><td style="text-align:center;font-family:arial,sans-serif;font-size:11px"><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/jkyong89/KualaLinggi?feat=embedwebsite" style="color:#4D4D4D;font-weight:bold;text-decoration:none;">Kuala Linggi</a></td></tr></table><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-4734115436780669959?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-12174007429364079242008-12-11T23:12:00.007+08:002008-12-12T15:29:58.515+08:00The story begun as the day shined with the bright sun after a rainy day passed previously. It started with a decision to get some inquiries about the venue of the coming up gathering, which is the A' Famosa Resort. Since the day is sunny, and going out just to ask about the resort could make this boring travel more boring, so I thought that having another exploration on a nearby point of interest is a good thing to do. With this sudden decision, and so I set foot on my journey with Blackie and dear deer~<br /><br />On the way to get the inquiries, I realized all the bungalow villas in the resort are not managed under one management. They are separated according to the positions and the rooms in a bungalow. So I visited 3 parts of the resort and what I get after these visits is to call to the headquarter in Kuala Lumpur, as they don't let their customers to do future booking in-situ. This is a pretty new method I see people manage a resort. I amazed.<br /><br />After getting out from the resort, I let Blackie, once again, lead me to the next destination-Rachado Cape, the historical hill with historical light tower. At first the journey quite surprising for me, again, as Blackie this time led me to my destination through village area and palm oil tree plantation area. But after being told by my mother, I realize that the road I taken is just the usual road for anyone who wants to go to Port Dickson (Rachado Cape is situated next to Port Dickson). I took 2 beautiful scenery photos along the road, despite the day, the sky, and the cloud are so amazingly attractive, with each of them contrasting each other's characteristics. I think maybe this is because the sky had been washed by a series of rainy days.<br /><br /><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/ukxdHjPM73Sa6upWVr2bPg?authkey=o9Nr_23UrAM"><img src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/ST591bfYv1I/AAAAAAAAAbs/aLzyOAS-7wA/s400/09122008760.jpg" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/-1hO3svEg_EExydt6_QyTQ?authkey=o9Nr_23UrAM"><img src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/ST5-DzSNlaI/AAAAAAAAAb0/Bt4fFGvuXE4/s400/09122008763.jpg" /></a><br /><br />After reaching the destination, I thought any visitor who wants to reach to the light tower should walk along the jungle track (almost similar to the track of Tampin Hill). After seeing somebody drove their car on the track, I thought maybe I could just follow the way they used, although it is illegal according to the signboard stood there. Not to mention about the hotels there. they are so amazing beautiful when looked from front, but also amazingly not-so-beautiful from the back.<br /><br /><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/G1tK_ysuBq6y6tuBjQRQFg?authkey=o9Nr_23UrAM"><img src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/ST6BG3dRIZI/AAAAAAAAAcg/hCi3Rr0Xspk/s400/09122008768.jpg" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/pIKBlS2NccXYy8sSZgVMdg?authkey=o9Nr_23UrAM"><img src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/ST5-_vOrcQI/AAAAAAAAAb8/dZGvgKkw5_E/s400/09122008764.jpg" /></a><br /><br />Along the track I saw a group of visitors coming down from the hill. Seeing the way they looked at me, I thought maybe they were thinking that "this is not fair!", as they thought the track only open for walkers, not drivers, but after a hard journey going up and down the hill, they saw a weird guy driving a small car going up the hill, and realized that the rules stated below there is actually just a shit. Nevermind it, it's just some of my thoughts and imaginations.<br /><br />When I reached to the hill, and when I saw that pure white light tower, contrasted with blue sky, white cloud and greeneries around it, I just want to say that "this is just like being in Greece!!" (although Greece doesn't have these much of greeneries) So I took out Blackie and took as many scene as possible on the hill. Going up to the light tower is just a normal journey for me, as the view already shown in my eyes while I'm at it's foot. But when you turn to the back of the tower... "WOW!", just like what they said when they promote Microsoft Windows Vista. The sea view, captured by the trees and tall grass on the top, is really something new to me (not to mention "surprise" also).<br /><br /><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/vEZA-4Y0rpEBX-lhenzUjg"><img src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/ST82Z3fDAqI/AAAAAAAAAh4/v0jY3Gf5jAU/s400/09122008809.jpg" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/yJrTGqOQoeXoUHQormxCsA"><img src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/ST6bz2RUYOI/AAAAAAAAAeU/dbXX-7Do7pY/s400/09122008782.jpg" /></a><br /><br />Rachado Cape is actually the best spot to view various raptors that usually not seen in Malaysia. They came during March and September, if I'm not mistaken, and so those birdwatchers from all over the country. The reason why I want to go there at this time is because that I planned to go there another time in the coming March. Now I want to explore a little bit in order the next time I go will be more familiar with the surrounding. If anyone want to go into the light tower, a special letter should be obtained first from dunno-where-is-it place, as there is a special signboard stood there saying this rules. So this time, I don't have the chance to get into the light tower. They said that looking at the sea while on the top of the light tower in a nice weather, you actually can see the Malaysia's neighbor-Indonesia. Since I can't get into the tower, then I have no chance in getting a single photo from there.<br /><br /><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/Zff_ZIRvuNP7pKmt1JYcbw"><img src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/ST81tdmpATI/AAAAAAAAAgE/jPbmKj8ghyk/s400/09122008794.jpg" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/4Yp_v0ZqWbHbtONFxDp7SA"><img src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/ST6DkMPlijI/AAAAAAAAAdA/wfvpJvu-0N0/s400/09122008772.jpg" /></a><br /><br />After the fantastic view at the top of the hill, I travel down the hill and turned to the small road, which to my amaze, lead me to the sea side, or in other word, beach. Again, to my amaze, the smell of the sea is really... it's like there is somebody cooking a soup which 80% of the ingredient is of fishes, seaweeds etc., while there are still crowds in the sea. Yucks... Anyway, the sand of the beach is quite fine. Since there are a lot of rubbish and trash along the beach, I really don't like to suggest this beach to anyone, unless they want to see how it really looks like and feels like when standing in such a beach.<br /><br /><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/AfDfWqSJjGK2-9aQXGwhNA"><img src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/ST828jYCn9I/AAAAAAAAAjU/sttlCjOO_zA/s400/09122008820.jpg" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/zz9a5UR-kYEQlWWN17YhbQ"><img src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/ST83-hx3AXI/AAAAAAAAAl0/RI3A6Ec0Ydg/s400/09122008839.jpg" /></a><br /><br />After the whole journey here, I continued my way to Jusco in Seremban 2, in order for me to fill up dear deer at the petrol station along the road, while I could have a chance to search for the latest book from J K Rowling. When I reached there, I was amazed again, as Jusco had started to collect entrance fee from their customers with RM 1 per entrance. Anyway, lucky to me, the entrance fee doesn't make itself a waste to me, as I found the book I want there, and also a magazine published by PAM.<br /><br />The whole journey is considered a fruitful journey. This is because I took so many white and blue photos that could let me create a beautiful collage out from Google Picasa 3 Beta version. I really like it and have made it as my desktop wallpaper. Besides, I also got the latest book from J K Rowling, which I have been long to have one (although it's just published a few days ago). As the conclusion, this is also considered another success journey for me.<br /><br /><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/5D-bZMyVhLbbTClQlKSkkg"><img src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/ST84mmiXDAI/AAAAAAAAAnU/MHUwKc573yc/s400/Rachado%20Cape.jpg" /></a><br /><br />p/s: Finally, now I can map my photos on Google Maps and share it right here. Thanks to Google.^^<br />For more photos, please visit my Rachado Cape album.<br /><br /><iframe width="425" height="350" frameborder="0" scrolling="no" marginheight="0" marginwidth="0" src="http://maps.google.com/maps/ms?ie=UTF8&amp;hl=en&amp;t=h&amp;s=AARTsJqBkCZr7OxYixbPNPUvW1p3QEEnTw&amp;msa=0&amp;msid=116959141550537002678.00045dd42b36408179c78&amp;ll=2.440366,101.962334&amp;spn=0.240108,0.291824&amp;z=11&amp;output=embed"></iframe><br /><small><a href="http://maps.google.com/maps/ms?ie=UTF8&amp;hl=en&amp;t=h&amp;msa=0&amp;msid=116959141550537002678.00045dd42b36408179c78&amp;ll=2.440366,101.962334&amp;spn=0.240108,0.291824&amp;z=11&amp;source=embed" style="color:#0000FF;text-align:left">View Larger Map</a></small><br /><br /><table style="width:194px;"><tr><td align="center" style="height:194px;background:url(http://picasaweb.google.com/f/img/transparent_album_background.gif) no-repeat left"><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/jkyong89/RachadoCape#"><img src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/ST59iXnfD2E/AAAAAAAAAnM/Gy_iOWwvwy0/s160-c/RachadoCape.jpg" width="160" height="160" style="margin:1px 0 0 4px;"></a></td></tr><tr><td style="text-align:center;font-family:arial,sans-serif;font-size:11px"><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/jkyong89/RachadoCape#" style="color:#4D4D4D;font-weight:bold;text-decoration:none;">Rachado Cape</a></td></tr></table><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-1217400742936407924?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-6026259093573297032008-11-20T11:28:00.004+08:002008-11-20T13:38:30.909+08:00After finished the Dung Plus Ass final exam, I decided (with tide in my heart and blood) to go to the Horns of Malaysia, KLCC, to buy the book that I have been long aiming for, while getting a chance to make Blackie's map really useful. Wakaka~<br /><br />But before that, I have to wait for my friend, as she had reserved some Kuih Batik for me (she made some to let us eat after one of us bought a Kuih Batik at the college students organized Entrepreneur Society Event that tasted awfully bad to them but ok to me...). So I followed a bunch of the other friends here to go to have their so-called "breakfast" first. Until they had done, I followed the friend to her apartment to get my kuih, with her little brother, namely Ah Kid, who came that Sunday handling the tupperware to me. After I got the kuih, and so the journey begin~<br /><br />I set the GPS to lead me on roads that don't pass through the toll, as the money I brought is not meeting the requirement. So the journey really amazed me because Blackie led me into several Taman and then, suddenly, KL is in front of my eyes. Good job, Blackie! Although the journey full of bends and curves, it still made me enjoying, as there are several roads I had drive through during those site visit, including Cheras Mahkota and Damai Perdana. Unforgettable.<br /><br />After reaching KLCC, I tried to find a place, more specifically, McD, to settle my absolute hollowed stomach. Unfortunately, the food court I was searching is not there anymore (or maybe it still there and I lost in KLCC). So, Plan A changed to Plan B, I went to find my book first.<br /><br /><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/evn7g0enQVQEaCHTkb5zFw"><img src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/SSQ3Wk1CnjI/AAAAAAAAAZA/KuS2cYdFT9g/s400/19112008568.jpg" /></a><br /><br />I knew I would lost, again, in this Kinokuniya. So, I utilized the kiosk there to get the map for my book (not with my Blackie. He also not familiar with this place). But getting the map is also a useless method because the bookstore is quite special in its design. So I walked around the place first to get familiar with the space. Finally, I found the book, located on a bookshelve, of course. But after further exploration in the level (the book located at higher level in the bookstore), the book I was searching for is actually everywhere there, and it is placed on those big tables which really looks invisible to a new comer. Since I can get a 30% discount on the book I took, and so I try my best to find another book which also could give me another 30% discount on itself while retain its price around RM 30. I looked everywhere in the store just to find such book. There are so many books that I really interested, especially at the Japanese Section, a book which teaches how to sketch your journey while you are travelling abroad. But look at the price, RM 70++ with no special discount. So I think the only thing I can do to this book is to wait for it to become old enough to have lower price. Haiz...<br /><br />Anyway, the Emperor wouldn't let those ambitious down (whichever Emperor who is good enough la). Finally I found another new book which met my conditions. And so I paid the book as quickly as I can as I had stayed there for about 2 and a half hours (amazing...). Then I walked around again to search, again, my point of interest to have my late lunch. Still, I couldn't find the place. Under this condition, I have no choice but to simply get a meal at the food court I found there which is not the one I was looking for, with this speghetti anglio olio...<br /><br /><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/Mc9-wNF1I5XWTvxBMWWGNA"><img src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/SSQ3QfsIICI/AAAAAAAAAY4/WO5YR3IGWcY/s400/19112008567.jpg" /></a><br /><br />After the meal, another surprise was found at the Autopay kiosk (for me la). The total parking fee for a 3 hours is RM 8.00! Nice! I can get another meal at KLCC already with this expense (without taxed).<br /><br />Talk about the way back home. First, I almost unable to get home with my Blackie exhausted after leading me from Mantin to KLCC. Fortunately, Blackie is as tough as steel reinforced concrete. Finally I was able to successfully reach to Kajang with no obstacles, only that Blackie just left 1 live. Next is a traffic accident occured in Seremban, which I was luckily able to get some photo at the scene.<br /><br /><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/chNLHe5Cqft602I45dc48w"><img src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/SSQ3u2yqjNI/AAAAAAAAAZY/4reSeZtR9PE/s400/19112008571.jpg" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/ajdnQP4YSeITrtXF164tnw"><img src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/SSQ3zdIerhI/AAAAAAAAAZg/O2jJJsbY_WM/s400/19112008572.jpg" /></a><br /><br />While on my way home, I found that my friend's Kuih Batik is quite helpful too, as it capable to help settle my "once again absolute hollowed" stomach.<br /><br /><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/Usd8EeKhKAijguSNCThSSw"><img src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/SSQ4Bg5_OgI/AAAAAAAAAZw/LtcahWYwI64/s400/19112008575.jpg" /></a><br /><br />At around 8.00 p.m., I finally reached home, with all my "spoils of war" that cost me not more than my RM 80.00 budget. This is really another surprise for me because I am able to buy things that cost me less than normal price in Kinokuniya while meeting my taste. So, this journey is considered success!<br /><br /><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/YrLCedB-Z-xbo3DZa9_aBw"><img src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/_aSBW0N_65x0/SSQ384MAMyI/AAAAAAAAAZo/5aAykl8qXzg/s400/19112008574.jpg" /></a><br /><br />p/s: It seems like I unable to show my journey anymore here as Blackie unable to survive more than 2 hours while helping me to record my journey with Sports Tracker. Maybe after viNe released I will continue to do this (if it could reduce the power usage). Another sad thing is that I unable to find a photo sharing website that could let me share my geotagged photo everywhere with unlimited storage while cost me nothing. So, I will stick to Picasa Web Album first before the limit is reached. ^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-602625909357329703?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-22686061791634781312008-11-01T23:54:00.003+08:002008-11-02T12:18:47.774+08:00As planned, I decided to have a simple trip to the city of history, again. This time, it's only me, my dear Deer and my little Blackie roaming around this story-ful city. <br /><br />The road to the city was very merrying, as we was accompanied with the African music, named African Playground by Putumayo, collected two years ago which i was planning to play it on the travel to Redang, which subsequently unsuccessful. Now, the music had played its role, which I am very proud of it. ^^<br /><br />There are several destinations planned on this trip: Dataran Pahlawan, which there is Games, Animations and Mangas Exibition, i.e. GAMEX organized there for three days; The Stadhuys, which I had been thinking to go there to have a look inside; the Melaka River Cruise, which was failed to have a seat on it; and the Jonker Walk, which i planned to have some more photos there. <br /><br />But, things always change (isn't it?). I successfully went to the GAMEX and the Stadhuys (disappointed to the GAMEX as no REAL GAMES are exibited, and happy + sad to the Stadhuys as the content of it is satisfying and my little Blackie had faint). For the other two, the cruise could be very boring if by one person and the day is still early for the Jonker Walk to start. So, I unable to fulfill all the objectives planned. -.-<br /><br />Anyway, I still manage to get into some unexpected places with some fun in it. First, I get into a museum without pay when I finished a visit to the Islamic exibition near the A' Famosa. I sneaked up to the building as there was nobody looking after the counter. I never knew that there is such a museum up in the building we always see around the A' Famosa (I forgot the building's name. It's all white with its brick wall exposed at the back). So when I found it, I really amaze about it and the view from up there is very nice.<br /><br />Second, I found out there is an old residence which open for everyone to have a peak inside how the old Melaka Residence looks like. It really open up my mind on how can a building built. Whoever never know how an old, traditional Melaka Residence looks like inside it, I highly suggest this one (as the same, I forgot the name). <br /><br />I think that's all for the good things I found in this trip. Now, the bad thing I got during this nice trip. When I had finished a visit to the Malaysia Democratic Museum (a nice building with wrong function in it), I planned to walk to the St. Paul Church from another white museum near there (forgot what museum it is). When I nearly reach to the museum, someone called me at the back. To show how polite I am, I returned back to where he is and what I got from this "bra-der" is his intimidation which only suitable for small children: You cannot got there. Later the policeman would catch you. Am I look like a children? When you tell the other "Centaur" you were so polite. When talk to me? Like I am a Paleolithician and just scold you "Gao-Gao" la? Spoiled my trip.<br /><br />Anyway, again, the overall of this trip is still very satisfying, although my little Blackie faint on the half way, which makes me unable to take more photo for the Stadhuys and the evening condition od the GAMEX. To make more fun on the coming trip, I planned to go to Ayer Keroh by the coming Saturday, with a little more detailed. Feel free to look forward to it.<br /><br />Subsequently, again, I recorded my trip through GPS and now I would like to show its power, again, here. Take a look at it.<br /><br />-----xxxxx-----<br /><br /><iframe width="425" height="350" frameborder="0" scrolling="no" marginheight="0" marginwidth="0" src="http://maps.google.com/maps/ms?ie=UTF8&amp;hl=en&amp;t=h&amp;s=AARTsJpk9kxvPD-PdufeuCVgg-Ow_r_Dow&amp;msa=0&amp;msid=116959141550537002678.00045aad01a4994703179&amp;ll=2.194304,102.248962&amp;spn=0.007505,0.00912&amp;z=16&amp;output=embed"></iframe><br /><small><a href="http://maps.google.com/maps/ms?ie=UTF8&amp;hl=en&amp;t=h&amp;msa=0&amp;msid=116959141550537002678.00045aad01a4994703179&amp;ll=2.194304,102.248962&amp;spn=0.007505,0.00912&amp;z=16&amp;source=embed" style="color:#0000FF;text-align:left">View Larger Map</a></small><br /><br />-----xxxxx-----<br /><br />... and some photos (my flickr account has full. Not sure the coming photos still able to be shown there or not.)<br /><br /><object width="400" height="300"> <param name="flashvars" value="&offsite=true&intl_lang=en-us&page_show_url=%2Fphotos%2F26137086%40N06%2Ftags%2Froaming%2Fshow%2F&page_show_back_url=%2Fphotos%2F26137086%40N06%2Ftags%2Froaming%2F&user_id=26137086@N06&tags=roaming&jump_to=&start_index="></param> <param name="movie" value="http://www.flickr.com/apps/slideshow/show.swf?v=61927"></param> <param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://www.flickr.com/apps/slideshow/show.swf?v=61927" allowFullScreen="true" flashvars="&offsite=true&intl_lang=en-us&page_show_url=%2Fphotos%2F26137086%40N06%2Ftags%2Froaming%2Fshow%2F&page_show_back_url=%2Fphotos%2F26137086%40N06%2Ftags%2Froaming%2F&user_id=26137086@N06&tags=roaming&jump_to=&start_index=" width="400" height="300"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-2268606179163478131?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-25593294769694677282008-10-25T22:29:00.002+08:002008-10-26T00:28:59.413+08:00Whoever in Malaysia sure know this place: Melaka, the Town of History. (But I prefer "city" rather than "town", it,s getting better. So below here "city" is used)<br /><br />-----xxxxx-----<br /><br />As the day started, I rode my usual Mouse Deer to Tampin, the Town of Swallows, to give some mechanical check ups for my dear deer. As the check ups done, both of us ran to Beautiful Garden in the Town of Swallows to fetch Poisoned Swallow as planned, that is to have a swim in the Bluish Pool of City of History, i.e. swimming pool.<br /><br />We actually planned to have a movie after swimming (Eagle Eye). But I think better we have a trip to some special places in this city which we never been to. So we canceled the movie and planned the destinations. We planned to go to the Istana, the newly re-placed Eye of Malaysia, the cruise trip on River of Melaka and the Jonker Walk. Unfortunately for Eye of Malaysia and the cruise trip, we unable to go. First, the Eye only started to open on 7th November (source: my brother) and second, the cruise has too many students there (9 buses total), and they don't want to sell the ticket unless the students finished their cruises.<br /><br />Well, that's ok. At least we still able to go to the Istana and the Jonker Walk, and additionally, Dataran Pahlawan and Mahkota Parade. Not sure how Poisoned Swallow think, but I like the trip to the Istana and the Jonker Walk. For the Istana, it's my first time to go there, where we just used RM 1.00 for each person with our beloved student card. For the Jonker Walk, it's my first time too to park the car next to the river, i.e. another parking area which mostly my family won't use. Moreover, I've got the first chance to get our trip tracked and, again, photos geotagged.<br /><br />Overall, I'm quite satisfy for this day.<br /><br />p/s: Again, here goes to map with photos and trip track integrated. Unfortunately, free account of Flickr doesn't allow me to publish more than 20 photos outside the website, i.e. on Google Maps. So I'll just put the photo slide show from Flickr here too. ^^<br /><br />-----xxxxx-----<br /><br /><iframe width="425" height="350" frameborder="0" scrolling="no" marginheight="0" marginwidth="0" src="http://maps.google.com/maps/ms?ie=UTF8&amp;hl=en&amp;t=h&amp;s=AARTsJqUvE0iinSsyd5GS1X4hfmBT5-goQ&amp;msa=0&amp;msid=116959141550537002678.00045a1635271b628e30f&amp;ll=2.199166,102.249085&amp;spn=0.030019,0.036478&amp;z=14&amp;output=embed"></iframe><br /><small><a href="http://maps.google.com/maps/ms?ie=UTF8&amp;hl=en&amp;t=h&amp;msa=0&amp;msid=116959141550537002678.00045a1635271b628e30f&amp;ll=2.199166,102.249085&amp;spn=0.030019,0.036478&amp;z=14&amp;source=embed" style="color:#0000FF;text-align:left">View Larger Map</a></small><br /><br />-----xxxxx-----<br /><br /><object type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="400" height="300" data="http://www.flickr.com/apps/slideshow/show.swf?v=61927" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000"> <param name="flashvars" value="&offsite=true&intl_lang=en-us&page_show_url=%2Fphotos%2F26137086%40N06%2Ftags%2Fmelaka%2Fshow%2F&page_show_back_url=%2Fphotos%2F26137086%40N06%2Ftags%2Fmelaka%2F&user_id=26137086@N06&tags=melaka&jump_to=&start_index="></param> <param name="movie" value="http://www.flickr.com/apps/slideshow/show.swf?v=61927"></param> <param name="bgcolor" value="#000000"></param> <param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://www.flickr.com/apps/slideshow/show.swf?v=61927" bgcolor="#000000" allowFullScreen="true" flashvars="&offsite=true&intl_lang=en-us&page_show_url=%2Fphotos%2F26137086%40N06%2Ftags%2Fmelaka%2Fshow%2F&page_show_back_url=%2Fphotos%2F26137086%40N06%2Ftags%2Fmelaka%2F&user_id=26137086@N06&tags=melaka&jump_to=&start_index=" width="400" height="300"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-2559329476969467728?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4471410733188073965.post-47085787321384526692008-10-19T20:58:00.003+08:002008-10-19T21:58:03.416+08:00This the third blog of mine...=.=|||<br /><br />I know this is not a good sign. It feels like I'm a flower heart guy.<br />But I'm still new to blogging (i think la). Trying every blog system to see which fits me is my task. ^^<br /><br />I tried Live Space at 1st, while I'm still in high school, and it ends up being abandoned due to not many of my friend can involve in internet.<br /><br />Second, I tried Multiply, which I got from 1 of my RO friend. first I see the system is quiet good with its very easy "drag and drop" photo upload system. But after some time, when opening the photo posted, it feels slow. In the mean time, most of my friends started to get involved in internet surfing (after graduation of high school life) and also started to use Live Space to share their life. Because of that, I started to change back to Live Space.<br /><br />Now, after I got my new phone with geotag functionality, I decided to share my geotagged photo in blog. But after some searching, I knew that Google Maps is the easiest mapping system that people can interact with it while embedded in a blog system. In the same time, I found out that Live Space doesn't support the iframe system, which Google Maps featured for users to embedded their own map in their blog.<br /><br />So, I opened this third blog, to make sure I can share my photo on a map in my blog.<br /><br />-----xxxxx-----<br /><br />Finish talking about introduction of this blog. Today I wan to share a few photos taken at my grandmother's house. Today it's her 80th birthday. We are having a small celebration for her.<br /><br /><object type="application/x-shockwave-flash" data="http://www.flickr.com/apps/slideshow/show.swf?v=61927" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" width="400" height="300"> <param name="flashvars" value="&amp;offsite=true&amp;intl_lang=en-us&amp;page_show_url=%2Fphotos%2F26137086%40N06%2Ftags%2Fbertamulu%2Fshow%2F&amp;page_show_back_url=%2Fphotos%2F26137086%40N06%2Ftags%2Fbertamulu%2F&amp;user_id=26137086@N06&amp;tags=bertamulu&amp;jump_to=&amp;start_index="> <param name="movie" value="http://www.flickr.com/apps/slideshow/show.swf?v=61927"> <param name="bgcolor" value="#000000"> <param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://www.flickr.com/apps/slideshow/show.swf?v=61927" bgcolor="#000000" allowfullscreen="true" flashvars="&amp;offsite=true&amp;intl_lang=en-us&amp;page_show_url=%2Fphotos%2F26137086%40N06%2Ftags%2Fbertamulu%2Fshow%2F&amp;page_show_back_url=%2Fphotos%2F26137086%40N06%2Ftags%2Fbertamulu%2F&amp;user_id=26137086@N06&amp;tags=bertamulu&amp;jump_to=&amp;start_index=" width="400" height="300"></embed></object><br /><br />This is the map showing the location of the celebration and the power of geotag!XD<br /><br /><iframe marginheight="0" marginwidth="0" src="http://maps.google.com/maps/ms?ie=UTF8&amp;hl=en&amp;t=h&amp;s=AARTsJpSwyESg0qOUkx4o3_RJuTOW_w-Hw&amp;msa=0&amp;msid=116959141550537002678.0004599a9eb36a904c1b1&amp;ll=2.287751,102.192796&amp;spn=0.001876,0.00228&amp;z=18&amp;output=embed" scrolling="no" width="425" frameborder="0" height="350"></iframe><br /><small><a href="http://maps.google.com/maps/ms?ie=UTF8&amp;hl=en&amp;t=h&amp;msa=0&amp;msid=116959141550537002678.0004599a9eb36a904c1b1&amp;ll=2.287751,102.192796&amp;spn=0.001876,0.00228&amp;z=18&amp;source=embed" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255); text-align: left;">View Larger Map</a></small><br /><br />-----xxxxx-----<br /><br />My comment for this celebration:<br />This celebration ends up with my mother and 3 more uncles sitting at a table playing "bricks" at the dining room, some of the relatives staying outside don't know doing what, and a few of us staying in the living room singing birthday songs for my grandmother...<br /><br />2 alphabets... NG! Not even like a real 80th birthday celebration... haiz...<br /><br />-----xxxxx-----<br /><br />I ate 2 slices of cake in this celebration, which the aftermath is it makes me feel want to spew. The thickness of the cream... unbelievable!<br /><br />Overall conclusion: <br />I wasted another day without doing my assignmentS and redo...OTL<br />Anyway, I feel good as the map works here... thanks to Google XD<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4471410733188073965-4708578732138452669?l=anadventureofabear.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07421190940885583888noreply@blogger.com0